As u got to the bathroom u got a razor and cut 3 fresh cuts on ur wrist blood dripped down ur hand then u heard a knock on the door babe r u in u heard matt say u quickly wash ur wrist and pull ur sweater over ur wrist.
Chrissy i don't want u to do anything u don't want to if ur not ready i will wait for u. I love u so much babe he says before leaving and giving u a kiss on ur lips. Just as he left u ran upstairs and began to throw up u thought u were fat and starved urself. U weighed 135pounds but u wanted to be 95pounds.
Even worst i always got tweets from matts fans saying
@mattsbae...785love : ur so f**ing fat and ugly watbis matt doing with u .
@mrs.mattlee_45jksj : ur so ugly and stupid y is matt with u u don't deserve him.
2 months go by u miss matt like crazy u cried everyday u were about to cut when matt texted and said.
Matt: hi beautiful i missed u so much bae i be home in 2hours. ( two hours pass) matt knocks on the door u jump on him i missed u so much u said getting down i missed u to Chrissy it drove me crazy i couldn't stop thinking about u. He kisses u as u guys set on the couch to watch a movie matt orders pizza.
Hey baby wats wrong matt asked as he put his hand around ur waist then moves back wats wrong u ask babe i feel ur ribs r u not eating u don't answer Chrissy matt yells and u jump cuz u have never heard him yell before he grabs ur hand u wince from pain take off ur cloths he .wat u said u heard me take off ur pants and shirt u just stood there not knowing wat to do hurry up Christy.
U slowly began taking of ur pants u did to slow so matt grabbed u and unbuttoned ur pants and shirt why he said looking at the cuts on ur waist and thighs i don't deserve u matt u manage to say wat who told u that i love u so much Chrissy u would love me if i was more skinny and not stupid u said Chrissy r u f***ing kidding i don't see myself with anyone else but u.
U start to cry im going to show u that i love u Chrissy matt said and u will never want me to stop.
(to be continued)..................................
cliffhanger
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