Stay Down

Chapter 28-Prove Yaself

I Was Always His Biggest Supporter

I Was Always His Ride Or Die His Cheerleader I Was Everything He Ever Needed

While He Was In Rehab I Held It Down Like I Always Do He Was Really Doing Better Than Everyone Expected

I Literally Watched Him Fight For His Own Life Back Some Days Wasn't So Easy For Him But He Made It 30 Days Was Finally Up And Tomorrow He Finally Will Complete His Treatment

I Couldn't Be Even More Happier For Him

Its Been A Long 30 Days But We Manage

Deshawn Came Over And We Were Suppose To Be Watching Scary Movies And Just Chillin

The Kids Was In Bed Sleep And I Was In The Kitchen Popping Popcorn

Deshawn Was Behind Me

"Girl I Ain't Never Seen Nobody Take This Long To Pop Some Popcorn"He Said

"Well It's Not My Fault I Don't Know How To Use This Microwave"I Said

"Step Back Let A Real Man Show You How Its Done"He Said

"Fine"I Said Stepping Back

He Stood Infront Of The Microwave And Literally Pushed One Button And It Started Working

He Turned To Me And Smiled "See That These Hands Are Magic"

"Your So Lame"I Said As I Blushed

"You So Beautiful"He Said

And He Looked At Me And I Stared Back At Him

He Started Kissing Me

I Felt His Tongue Against Mines And I Started Kissing Him Back And I Don't Know Why

We Were Just Friends But We Were Kissing Like Were In Love

He Picked Me Up And Sat Me On The Countertop

And Started Passionately Kissing Me In My Mouth And I Let Him

Untill I Closed My Eyes And All I Saw Was Chris

This Was Wrong

I Immediately Stopped Myself

When My Lips Stop Touching His He Open His Eyes And Looked At Me Confused

"Whats Wrong"He Asked

"All Of This…Chris Comes Back Tomorrow"I Said

"Chris?? Why Are You So Concern About Him I Thought You Were Divorcing Him"He Said

"I Was But Rehab Set Everything Back And Now I Don't Know What To Do Deshawn"I Said

"Adrianna Do You Hear Yourself.…After All He's Done To You Why Would You Even Considering Going Back To That"Deshawn Said

"A Part Of Me Still Holds To Him And The Other Part Of Me Want To Move On Without Him"I Said

"I Will Never Understand Females Like You…You Wanna Be A Man's Trash When You Can Be A Man's Queen..Dudes Like Chris Don't Just Change In 30 Days Like That He Will Always Be The Dogg He Is Adrianna You Don't Need A Dude Like That"Deshawn Said

"Whoa..You Are Not In The Position Tell Me What I Need And What I Don't Need"I Said

"Your Right Adrianna Im Just Saying As A Friend I Don't Wanna See No One Hurt Or Harm You Again..Just Please Think This Through Think About All The Time He Hurt You And Made You Cry"Deshawn Said

But What About All Those Times He Made Me Laughed,The Times Hes Made Me Happy,The Times When He Made Me Smile Just By Looking At Him

Chris Had Some Issues But Its A Lot Of Good Things About Him