too much
i have shared too much
but my head was pounding with secrets
and awful thoughts
now they know
and i hear their mocking voices
years of confusion
reduced to an empty laugh
i should be proud
because everyone has feelings
and last month i promised myself
i would never hide myself again
except them
they are ghosts
trying to blend in and copy
when they are shells of human beings
which is a power
i wish i had
but the words cannot be unsaid
and sucked back into my ugly brain
it is what it is
i thought i'd feel better
but my mind races as i replay
every single word
too much
i feel too much
now my brain is aching
with doubts and suspicion
A/N: idk whether the meaning of this one comes through, or if it's overly specific to my situation. Hope you like it anyway. Any feedback would be gratefully received
-Sophie🌹
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