jazmin is a 13 year old girl who was left in a adoption center at the age of 6 her dad and mom died in a car crash she has no hope of being adopted until one day someone changes her hopes will he be able to help her with her depression and anxiety...
I woke up the next morning with a headache I got ready
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I was done getting ready I go downstairs and eat then I took a pain killer for my headache which helped but not a lot and Logan yelling for the vlog didn't help I go upstairs back to my room and sat in my chair for my desk and I did school I started last week I was done with school I go back downstairs the boys were here I see that Daniel was talking with a girl "hi Jazmin's." Said jack I wave my hand and walk away to the kitchen Kong was outside playing and Logan was in a meeting he would be back in a while I go outside with Kong when Daniel and jack came outside with the girl "hi I'm lily." She said "I'm jazmin." I said not looking at her I turn around to see Kong bolt to the gate I get up from the bench I run but lose him I walk around and find him he tried to run but I caught him "you are one snicky dog you need to stop running away." I said to Kong as I was walking back to the house I got back and the boys were there worried "thank god your back where did you go." Said jack "I went to go get kong he ran away again." I said "well at least she is nice to you and not me." Said lily "who said I was being mean to you I ran to go get the dog who is more important then you." I said back "woah jazmin what's wrong with you." Said Daniel "nothing is wrong with me i-i have to go you guys do what ever you want but please don't come into my room." I said "thank God she is leaving to her room I don't like her babe." Said lily "don't worry babe I don't know what's wrong with her." Said Daniel babe I guess that's his girlfriend I run to my room and slammed the door I hate this so much I go to my bathroom and find a Razer "Come on do it he doesn't like you he didn't chose you." Said the voice in my head "no I can't I promised." I said "come on nobody has to know you can wear your hoodie." Said the voice in my head again I role up my sleeves and I cut my self 1for being worthless 2for being fat 3for Daniel 4for breaking my promise
I soon had 10 cuts all the way up my arm I clean up the razor and my arm I had pain all over my arm I go against the wall and cried my loud sobs filled my room I never felt this bad
Jazminpaul
Remember when I promised you I would stop I'm sorry I broke it I'm sorry
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@loganpaul-what are you talking about
@jakeavery- open your door
I get out of Twitter people asked me on twitter if I was dine and of course I lied I didn't want to get out of my room I didn't want to the pain in my arm got worst so I had to go downstairs and take a pain killer again I open the door to my room really quiet I never cut this deep so I had to take some paper towels on my arms because the blood wouldn't stop jack saw me and ran to my holding my arm I hide the pain I was feeling "are you okay." He asked I look behind him to see everyone there Daniel and his girlfriend I nod my head "I'm fine I wasn't felling good." I said with a fake smile on my face I could see corbyn and Zach not believe me but the other 3 did Zach came up to me "let me see you hand." He said seriously "no I so t need to show you guys anything not well she is her." I said mentioning lily she looked mad the paper towel was covered in blood I could feel it at the tips of my fingers I tried to get out of jacks grip then the blood dripped down my fingers I swinged my arm harder and I was let loose Daniel girlfriend left I could feel myself get dizzy "jazmin let me see your hand." Said Daniel coming up to me now I walked into the kitchen and got a pain killer then drank it I walk to the bathroom and locked the door before the boys could get in I put my sleeves up and I see a whole lot of blood I turn the sink on and wash it away I see a band-aid you wrap around your arm I get it and I get tissues and I wrapped it around my arm I put my sleeves down and walk out of the restroom only to be stopped by Logan who I had no idea he was here he was with Daniel and jack "let me see your arm." Said Logan I left my right arm up and he roles up my sleeve "let me see your left hand." He said I gave him my arm and he put the sleeves up he saw the band-aid on my arm he unwrapped it to see a lot of blood still drip down my hand he stood there he didn't say anything Daniel was there socket to "are you happy now." I said "how can I be happy when you did this jazmin your losing to much blood we need to take you to the hospital." Said Logan I started to feel dizzy again "jazmin are you okay." I think was jack but I did t know who it was because I was consumed by the darkness
