THIRDY
its been six months nung nag break kami... at 6 months na rin akong nangungulila sakanya... six months na akong nasasaktan... hindi naman totoo lahat ng sinabi ko sakanya noong araw na yon eh, natakot lang ako... natakot ako sa pamilya nya.
flashbackkkk
nagulat ako nang nagtext si kuya loel sakin na mag meet daw kami sa SB sa katipunan, dahil nga sinabi nya so yun pumunta ako ng starbucks
habang naghihintay ako sakanya nagphone lang ako and finally dumating na sya...
Kuya loel: sorry im late, let's order first
me: uhm sige kuya, kung ano na lang yung order mo yun na lang din yung sakin
kuya loel: ah thirdy you need to break up with bea
thirdy: kuya you're joking right?
kuya loel: no thirdy, im effin serious here, u need to break up with her because you need to its for the sake of her security!!
thirdy: kuya i can protect her in all means
kuya loel: thirdy listen to me and you two will be fine!! pls
thirdy: give me time to decide, pero u know how hard this is for me. beatriz is the love of my life, letting go for the one you love without understanding the reason behind it is painful kuya, kaya i hope you understand. and kuya pls alagaan nyo si bea, pero lagi lang akong nakabantau sakanya. pls kuya mahal na mahal ko yun, pls dont let our sacrifices not worth it!!
kuya loel: yas thirdy, i know how much you love bea, i know how much you respect bea kaya i promise aalagaan namin sya. your sacrifice will be worth it, that's for sure.
at umalis na lang ako at dumeretso sa gesu...
i talk to God, kasi honestly hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. imagining the fact na masasaktan si bea at masasaktan din ako parang di ko kakayanin. sinabi ko kay Lord, Lord kung will nyo man na mangyari ito, kayo na po ang bahala. wag nyo pong pabayaan si bea, Lord pls give bea a peace of mind, dont let her suffer too long. di bale ng ako na lang Lord pls. Amen 🙏🏻
i hope the Lord will grant my prayer.
enddd offf flashhhhbackkkk
im silently stalking bea, hindi nya alam lagi lang akong nakasunod sakanya. kaya nasasaktan ako kapag nakikita ko syang umiiyak... pagod na ko. pagod na kong makita si bea na nasasaktan kaya i'll fix her broken heart again, i know this is hard pero i will try. i am the one who broke it so i am the one who's responsible to fix it.
BEA
nakaupo lang ako dito sa football field nag iisip isip ng mga what if's
what if kami pa ni thirdy, masaya kaya ako ngayon?
mga what if na imposible ng mangyari...
bumulong ako sakto lang naman yung lakas hindi ako nag worry kasi wala naman akong kasama dito...
i whispered I MISS YOU THIRDY at nagulat ako kasi may sumagot ng i miss you too beatriz
nagulat ako as in, kilalang kilala ko yung voice nya alam ko sya yon. alam ko si thirdy yon. natatakot akong humarap kasi baka bumigay agad ako...
thirdy: hey beatriz look at me
ohhh his voice, i miss his voice
so tumingin ako...
nagulat ako kasi nandoon lahat ng teammates ko at teammates nya and even our family and close fans are their. naka form sila ng SORRY na word, so imagine kung gano kadami sila diba? mas nagulat pa ko kasi may mga dumadating pa at nagfform na naman na word at ang nakalagay doon ay "can we start tapos yung again bigla na lang syang lumabas hawak yung cartolina na may nakalagay na again...
idk what to say, im speechless pero one things for sure, alam ko kung ano ang isasagot ko dito. im very sure sa answer ko. this is the time to take the risk. again.
so i answered NO!! NO THIRDY YOU CANT COURT ME...
and nakita ko syang namutla don hahaha
tapos tinuloy ko na yung sasabihin ko... YOU CANT COURT ME AGAIN DAHIL SINASAGOT NA KITA AGAIN!!!!
THIRDY: YES FINALLLYYYY hinug niya ko IM THE HAPPIEST MAN ALIVE!!!! BEA IM SO HAPPY IM SO DAMN HAPPY!!! I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!
BEA: thirds di ko na pinatagal pa ito dahil ayaw ko ng masaktan. alam na ng puso at isip ko kung anong isasagot ko agad. at oo agad yun kasi kahit nasaktan ako wala pa ring nagbago sa pagmamahal na ibibigay ko sayo.
thirdy: thank you may bae, thank you so much. you dont know how bless i am to have you in my life. you bring color to my colorless life. you bring light to light up my life. i couldnt say anything jus pure I LOVE YOU BEATRIZ and this love will never change yesterday, today and tomorrow... even forever hehe
bea: MAHAL NA MAHAL DIN KITA THIRDY!!! WALANG PAGONG ANG MAARING MAKAPALIT SA PUSO NG ISANG LION DAHIL PARA KAY PAGONG LAMANG ANG PUSO NI LION ❤️ TURTOL IS FOR LION ONLY.
thirdy: thank you bea thank you thankyou. and i love you i love you i loveyou!!
hays im blessed na nagkaroon pa ng second chance ang lablayp, THANK YOU LORD FOR THIRDY RAVENA!! KAHIT ANG BAGAL NYA NA MUNTIK NA AKONG ABUTIN NG ISANG TAON KAKAHINTAY SAKANYA, sa huli pala worth it pa rin 💯
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thirbea is always worth the wait.
thank you for all the love fam ❤️
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