BEA
we dont get into the finals, jho chooses to forego her lpy and me, im still undecided 😕
after the game im so down, i dont want to talk to anyone even my parents i barely talk to them and i know its kinda wrong but i just want to stay quiet... even thirdy i dont want to talk to him and its killing me everytime he message me i know he wants to be with me but i cant...
every morning i receives a messages like this
from: 3rd_e
good morning bei, i gotchu always!! smile lang, ily
from jho:
huy besh, kaya mo yan!! alabyow
from: mom
hi anak, whatever it is always know that were always here ah. iloveyou baby.
every morning i realized how lucky am i to have them, every day i feel loved but i guess i need to find myself katulad nga ng sinasabi nila makapagnilay nilay hehe
THIRDY
hay beatriz, i know how hard it is for her kaya we give her some time to think and find herself. i know she got this, i believe in her
but i really hope that the path that she will take will lead her back to her home...
BEA
so now im here sa tagaytay, alone
i'll be here for 3 days lang, i decided to not use any social media accounts and my phone, this is my moment jk para lang may peace sa life ko haha
pinili kong hotel is yung overlooking lang yung taal and maganda yung view, wala naman akong planong mag gala dito lang ako sa hotel gusto ko lang talagang mag nilay haha anuna self
THIRDY
kamusta na kaya si bea? worried na ko pero tiwala ako na babalik yun, with her smiles 🤗
BEA
sa 3 days ko dito sa tagaytay one realization hit me... im not home here
i realize that kahit saan ka pumunta, kahit gaano kaganda yung place kahit marami kang pera, as long as hindi ka masaya at wala yung mga mahal mo, wala rin.
i realize that home is not a place... its a feeling
and now im coming back home to where my heart truly belongs...
THIRDY
from: beatriz
lets meet, usual spot
HOLY NAG TEXT SAKIN SI BEI HUHU MIXED EMOTIONS
im on my way sa oval kasi dun yung usual spot namin, dun namin narerealize ang mga bagay bagay haha
nakita ko na agad sya, nakaupo lang dun nakatulala sya seems like ang lalim ng iniisip kaya di nya napansin na nakatabi na ko sakanya
BEATRIZ!
"oh god ravena, nagulat ako" she said
HAHAHAHAHA ang lalim ng iniisip eh
ferdinand, first of all im sorry, im sorry for leaving and not talking to u i just dont know where to start im so down that time eh. pero narealize ko na mas hindi pala ako sasaya kung nandun ako :( mas masaya pala ako dito... mas masaya ako sayo
hay bei, i understand, i know how it feels been there survive that and never ever come into your mind na i will leave you, remember through thick and thin im always here... then welcome HOME beatriz. feels good to be back ba??
i hugged her...
definetely ferdinand, feels good to be back... home.
IM FINALLY HOME. she scream dun sa oval with matching spread pa ng hands HAHAHAHA
"huy bei HAHAHAHHA di ka naman masaya no??"
"im beyond happy, im super happy words cant describe how happy i am" she said while looking in my eyes
AHHHHHH I LOVE THIS GURL!!
"uy maddie dalian mo picture"
gags parang si ponggay yun ah humarap ako sa likod and confirmed the lady eagles are here
sabay sabay silang sumigaw
WELCOME BACK BEA!!! tas biglang sumingit si maddie and kat, BEA FOR FIVE??
"YAS GURLZ BEA FOR FIVE!!!" she answered
everyone was shock and natulala lang sa sagot ni bea...
"huy anuna ganyan nyo ba ko iwewelcome??" natatawang tanong ni bea
walang nakapagsalita everyone just quickly rush into bea and hug her
BEA
AHHHHHH IM REALLY HOME.
💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
haluuuu, sana home na sila hehe.
kapit lang, 🦁🐢
#BeaForFive
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