Chapter 3

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Bittersweet
Kaylas POV
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I sat in the bedroom thinking of a way to escape there was none I wanted help but my family hates me I wanted to get away but where would I go I can't ring anyone Nathan would kill me ... what if I just disipare ...no one would notice why did I accept Nathan's offer to prom not George's he was such sweeter he probably has a girlfriend now I never see him anymore nathan doesn't let him come to the house anymore I never see anyone but him I hate my life I hate me ... I walked around the room back an forth I didn't want to do it but it allways made me feel better I've allways done it what if Nathan finds out he Will ask why ... but why would I cut where someone could see ...he controls me I want to escape but the voices tell me not to because I know what hapeen they tell me to hurt me it's their fault it's your fault kayla it's your fault it's your fault they scream it and they only way to stop them is to do what they ask so I do it ... i grab the razor with my shaking right hand I roll up the sleeve of my jumper I know it's not right but it's what they tell me to do so I do it I insert the razor going up my arm watching the blood poor out thinking why did I do it but I get relief it feels better now they've stopped it's better the blood is still poring out onto my leggings I cry as I watch it I just ... want .. to... leave ...

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