Disconnected

Chapter 4

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Luke´s pov -

I wake up feeling ten times worse, everything hurts like hell and I still have no idea what happened with Lisa, is she even okay? I try to listen, to feel, well anything that will tell me if she´s in the room, but it´s completely quiet, except for a beeping sound that I can´t quite place.

The pain keeps getting worse and worse for every second and I begin to wish for the darkness to come back. Just as I think it might actually come back I hear footsteps enter the room "Well mr Hemmings let´s give you some painkillers" a girl voice says and just after I can feel something wierd, like something is being forced into my body but the more that enters my body the less it all hurts and I welcome it.

"There you go, it should feel a bit better now" she says and just as I think she´s gonna leave I feel the bed dip next to me "I can´t believe something like this has happened to you, I´ve been a fan for years now and to actually have you here right now I know I shouldn´t be happy but I am. I don´t know how but I just know she´s the reason you got hurt, she doesn´t deserve you Luke" she continues and as I try to understand what she means I feel something against my lips.

Did she just kiss me? What, why would she.. No, no this feels wrong. She shouldn´t kiss me, hell she shouldn´t say things like that. I know she meant Lisa and I wanna scream at her for even letting those words leave her lips. I love Lisa more than anything and I hate knowing someone elses lips were just on mine. Especially lips that just spoke those words about her.

"Why are you on his bed?" Ashton is back, and from the sound of it he´s more than annoyed with the nurse who´s currently still sitting next to me on the bed. Next thing I know the darkness is back.

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I wake up to Ashtons voice, he´s still in the room and it sounds like he´s telling me something. I try to make out the words but I can´t, they all blend together and I wanna scream from the frustration.

Finally I manage to make out a word "..Lisa.." it stands out from all the noise that is his voice right now. But what about Lisa? Is she okay? I put everything into listening to him, I´m desperate, I need to know that she´s okay.

"I can´t believe you´re doing this to all of us, you know we all need you. We need you to stay alive for us Luke, we need you" I manage to make out his words, it sounds like he´s crying and I feel guilty for doing this to him.

What not most people know about Ashton is that his childhood weren´t filled with loving memories. With a mom that got sick and couldn´t even remember her own child, and a dad that drank away his misery of the loss of his lovely wife, Ashton was left to mend for himself. He was let down by the only two persons who were supposed to be there for him.

For years he didn´t speak to anyone about it, we hadn´t really been friends before, him being two years older than me. But I remember that afternoon as well as if it would´ve been yesterday. I was six years old and walking home from my first day of school, when I saw him sitting by the swings in the park.

I didn´t know it then but this would change my entire life. I walked up to him, taking a seat right next to him without as much as a word and we sat like that, in silence, for awhile.

Suddenly he looked up at me and I saw his eyes that were red and puffy, he´d been crying "I-I don´t know what to do" he sobbed and I nodded, still not speaking "s-she won´t remember" he whispered "remember what?" I asked, having no idea of what he was talking about "me. She won´t remember me" he sobbed.