Random Ideas

Emotionless Emotion - Lyrics

a/n; um after binge listening to a lot of Neru's compositions I just felt like I needed to do this or I would be depressed for the rest of the day:);;

Anyway you don't really have to read this since it's not a story or anything and I was kinda bored but also I've been wanting to do something like this for a while now

The structure is pretty much the same as Abstract Nonsense bc I rediscovered this song today nyahahahn~ it's also quite similar to Tokyo Teddy Bear but then again don't all Vocaloid songs sound similar- especially when they're made by the same composer lmao

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「 Even though the grey clouds cover the skies,

I don't know why I'm still looking up. 」

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Verse 1

I walk on a floor of papers which seem to matter so much.

I don't want to deal with them again today

But to burn them all

Would send me falling right down.

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I spend hours doing nothing productive

All my time on the net, for temporary relief

But soon when I reach for a glass of water

I wish I'll choke or drown someday.

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Pre Chrous

I grab my white earphones

and pull my blanket over my head again.

If this is the world I must live in

A bird with a short lifespan might be nice.

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Chorus

Sitting in the same position again,

Feeling the old comfort of music,

This short peacefulness should've belonged to someone else.

Then I grab my wrist or pull on my hair

Screaming, die already!

While undeserved tears roll down again.

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Passing a 100 without studying,

Hating the world while owning all,

This sickening irony is both sin and punishment.

Then I grab my wrist or pull on my hair

Screaming, die already!

While undeserved tears roll down again.

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Verse 2

I hate the kind of people who talk bad of others

without knowing them a single bit.

I hate the kind of people who go on and lead their lives

not caring about single one more than their own.

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But the people who crawl up and cry about this twisted world

while having the life and opportunities that others die seeking

are the ones I hate most of all.

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Pre Chorus

I grab my white earphones

and pull my blanket over my head again.

If this is the world I must live in

A fish in the silent ocean might be nice.

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Chorus

Sitting in the same position again,

Feeling the old comfort of music,

This short peacefulness should've belonged to someone else.

Then I grab my wrist or pull on my hair

Screaming, die already!

While undeserved tears roll down again.

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Passing a 100 without studying,

Hating the world while owning all,

This sickening irony is both sin and punishment.

Then I grab my wrist or pull on my hair

Screaming, die already!

While undeserved tears roll down again.

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Verse 3 / Pre Bridge

The sun may have intentionally rested behind the clouds today.

The countless amounts of scissors raised

May have been too much to deal with for this long.

It does its best to provide a light

For the dark blue sky, but it isn't heard.

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Bridge (Chorus but a more clamped sound)

Sitting in the same position again,

Feeling the old comfort of music,

This short peacefulness should've belonged to someone else.

Then I grab my wrist or pull on my hair

Screaming, die already!

While undeserved tears roll down again.

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Chorus

Passing a 100 without studying,

Hating the world while owning all,

This sickening irony is both sin and punishment.

Then I grab my wrist or pull on my hair

Screaming, die already!

While undeserved tears roll down again.

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Lyric change (Chorus)

Aah,

Lying in the same position again,

Feeling the same coldness of music,

This long suffering could've belonged to someone else.

Without any strength to even drown myself in the bath,

I cry myself to sleep

And stay trapped in this emotionless world.

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Ending (Pre Chorus)

I grab my white earphones

and pull my blanket over my head again.

If this is the world I must live in

A cat in the peaceful wild might be nice.

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a/n; wahhagghahaa I didn't actually think I would finish this---~-~-'/

kiSEKIDAYO

this isn't the first time I've ever done something like this but it's the first time I've ever finished one aaaaaangsjkdvcx

probably because I didn't rhyme anything at all this time :D

'tis too hard to rhyme.

oki oki move on now, bai bai