haunt me

For you , the moon.

So here it is.
I love you

And thank you.
Soon you will be happy and the old you.
Right now you need me. And I need you.
Or maybe I'm mistaken.
May bullshit never hurt us. And our hearts beat everyday
. And smile to the people in our lives. And the reasons we smile will let us be true.
Please be okay soon...

We live under the same sky, same moon, same sun.

We connect. We laugh.
We live. Passing our suicidal moments. And heal our self harm scars.
I hope you smile the day you see yourself in the mirror and know that the bad days aren't forever.
Your heartbreaks were to try.
And the people who left weren't there to begin with.
The heart will be weak. And other times it won't.

But I swear to god how lucky am I to have had something that makes saying goodbye so hard.
After 2 years or so I never knew how good I had it.
So saying goodbye only pains me but sets you free. And maybe that's all I wanted for you. To be happy.
But I'm lucky to even feel the pain of saying goodbye.

Ich liebe dich.