RSH 2: In A Relationship

B: Starting in the Finish Line

will be more active sa x-mas break 😘 and btw, i'll update nonsimultaneously. today, IAR then next days (or week) my another on-going eklavush (LSS-sana basahin n'yo din po yan) then IAR ulit, okay? magreklamo o kaya mang alipusta, iba-block ko, okay?! salamatchi :----->

enjoy reading~~ 😚😚😚

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Sandara's POV

I was hurriedly escorted out of the airport, away from the wild reporters who are eager to be fed, I just gave them steak and they're adamant for more.

Itinulak ako ni Jjangmae papasok sa van, nagitla ako dahil sa galabog ng mga reporters sa bintana at pinto. They're like hungry predators and I'm the prey. Ngunit imbes na dalawin ng kaba ay kuntento ako sa aking ginawa. I'm even much more satisfied.

Humarurot paalis ang van, I watched from the windows as the reporters run to their own vehicles to follow us.

"Look what you did, Sandara!" Sigaw ni Jjangmae sa unahan.

I want to say sorry, kasi kakadating ko pa lang at gulo kagad ang sinalubong ko sa kanya. But I shouldn't say sorry for something I don't regret that I did. Kaya't nanahimik na lang ako habang nilulunok ang sermon ni Oppa sa unahan.

I just declared a war, he said. Hindi ko naman maintindihan kung para saan iyon. I just want to express the love I wasn't able to do back then. What's wrong with that?

Oppa was still disappointed in front. Hindi ko s'ya sinabayan at nakinig lang. "You're crazy, Sandara!" he exasperatingly sighed after.

Gusto kong manahimik, to at least show him that I'm repenting. But my tongue just fired out.

"Anong mali sa ginawa ko? I miss, Jiyong-"

"Why would you miss Jiyong, Sandara?!" Oppa burst out. "And you broke up!" he emphasized, as if I'm not aware of it.

Natahimik ako at dumaloy ang kirot sa puso ko. It felt like I've been just stabbed. Tanggap nilang wala na kami ni Jiyong. Pero ako hindi. I chose to play blind and feign the truth. That's why I'm here. That's why I'm back. Because I'm claiming back what's mine.

"What have you done, Dara?" Oppa continued in front, not even caring for my feelings. "Everything's fine already. Why do you need to ruin-"

"Paano naman ako?" I breathlessly asked, feeling suffocated. "Did you ever asked me if I'm fine?" the bitterness didn't escaped on my voice.

Oppa stared at me, confusion written all over his face. "You're the one who broke up with him, Dara!" Oppa argued, looking in pain.

It was as if he's telling me that I don't have the rights to act like this because I'm the one who decided to cut ties. Pero hindi n'ya man lang ba naisip na baka may rason ako? Na pwedeng hindi ko naman talaga gusto ang naging desisyon ko? Is he also like everyone who thinks I left Jiyong for Il Woo? Tulad din ba s'ya ng lahat?

I smiled. "Kilala mo ba talaga ako, Oppa?" I asked.

He looks more in pain now. It's been a year since I last saw him. The whole time na nasa Pinas ako, wala akong kinausap o hinayaang dumalaw sakin na magpapa alala sakin sa iniwan ko dito sa Korea. Even my own members, I refused to talk to them. But I was for certain that they didn't bought the bullshits I left. But maybe I hoped wrong. They're just like everyone, he's just like everyone.

He heavily sighed, massaging his temples, looking so stressed. "Look, Dara. Nawala ka ng isang taon, you can't just go back and announce something like that," he tried to make me understand but the pain's already there.