ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ᵏᶦˢˢᵉᵈ ᵐᵉ ﹙ park jisung.﹚

five.

❛at the tone, please record your message.❜

fuck, fuck, fuck. i hate myself so fucking much. i miss you so goddamn much, eliza. your mother was an amazing person. if i would've known about what happened sooner, i wouldn't of been so selfish.

i wouldn't of started talking about my problems and worries when you were going through so much more.

i kno- i know i had nothing to do with it, i mean, i wasn't even there, but i just feel terribly sorry. i want to come and pay my respects because your mother was so loving and beautiful and she had such a big heart.

im so sorry, somi. im so fucking sorry. i promise i am. i promise, but i can't be there right now. not when everyone here needs me, too. if i could, i wouldn't hesitate to come over there sooner. i love you, baby. i do, i do, i do.

❛voicemail sent.❜