The Boy Who Used To Be My Best Friend

Option 2

         It was christmas and Lucky was currently shirtless on my bed this fine Saturday. I was doing yoga while he was watching Netflix.

    Relationship goals

            After I get finished I take a quick shower and I get dressed in the bathroom because lucky hasn't seen me naked and I itend on keeping it that way.

      I just put on sweatpants and Moon's hoodie. God, I miss him. A weird sensation fills my stomach at the thought of him. Leave it to him to make me feel a million emotion at once.

           I go to join Lucky in the bed snuggling under the covers with him. He was watching some show called stranger things. He was very engrossed in the show so I didn't bother him.

   But, I froze when he said " what the hell are you wearing?" His voice was a mixture  of anger and hurt.

I didn't answer too quickly but, I kept my voice free of guilt. "Xavier's"

     I felt him shift and the temperature in the room went from a warm comforting  to a cold awkwardness. But, I wasn't going to be guilty for wearing it.

      "How do you think that makes me feel? You wearing another dude's hoodie" his voice was filled with accusation.

     I sighed "Chill out Lucky. He's my best friend this hoodie reminds me of him. Stop making a big deal out of nothing"

   His eyes went wide with fury. "Oh so if I walked around your house smelling like another girl's perfume you wouldn't be mad?"

         " It's not even like that." I counter.

    "Oh it's not how do you think it makes me feel with you walking around in some other dude's hoodie! You don't want to wear mine?

         I groan. "Dude it's not that serious I told you about our relationship. We were very close and I. But, I'm not going to apologize  for it."

      He froze, his eyes filling up with sadness. I immediate felt guilty . Maybe I shouldn't have said that.

     "Do you.... do you love him more than me?" My heart broke a little at how timid and afraid his voice became.

I had two options here.

Option 1: tell him the truth. That I'm madly insanely in love with my best friend way more than I'll ever love him.

Option 2: lie to him, spare his feelings and let our love become stronger.  So strong that it'd break the hold Xavier has on my heart.

Decisions Decisions...

   I looked over at Lucky his handsome face was in a pout making him look more adorable. His eyes were filled with hope and emptiness. He probably think I was going to tell him that I did love Xavier more than him. But, I would never want anyone to tell me that.

  So I went with option 2

"Of course not" I tell him reassuringly.  I sit on his lap with my legs on either side of him and put my hands around his neck. He's my best friend but, I don't even know if we'll still be best friends when he comes back. You're my boyfriend. I love you"

     He sighs in relief and places his hands on my butt I giggle when he squeezes lightly. He pulls me closer to him and kisses my lips softly.  I love you too violet" the kiss becomes a little rougher more passionate.

       I enjoy kissing Lucky but, I still don't feeling anything from it. Do you understand how annoying that it is. It's like listening to a song you don't like over and over again.

   I didn't realize he flipped us over until he was kissing down my neck and jaw. He sucks on my neck gently and roughly at the same time but,  when he starts to kiss my chest I jump up like I've been electrocuted. 

       "Lucky I told you that I'm not ready for sex" I say waking over to my vanity and wipe at my lips.

He groaned and readjusted himself. "Who said anything about sex?" He was trying to sound unscathed but, the annoyance in his voice was obvious.

          "Just don't, if I'm not ready than I'm  not ready."

    " So when will you be ready?"

           "WHEN I GET READY!" I screech unnecessarily. After a minute I laugh at how ridiculous I was being.

He laughed as well " ok babe, I'm not trying to pressure you but, making out helps me I'm sorry if  I went too far. "

   "I forgive you" I muttered.

       "Hey can you do me a favor and not wear that hoodie around me."

           I glare at him. It's my hoodie not his and I'm gonna wear it whenever I want

   He groaned. " hey I gotta go to work. I'll see you tomorrow" he put on his shirt.  He gave me a sloppy kiss in the cheek and left quickly. 

I rolled my eyes and went to my bed and turned on Netflix. I guess I'll see what  stranger things is about....

Guys im so excited that Xavier is coming back.

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