*Saturday morning, 5:30 am*
"Amy, are you okay? you have been waking up really early lately, even on weekends... usually you sleep in." "Yes Mom, I'm fine, you know I'm okay... (or does she...)" I reply. I can't even tell my mom the truth, she'd be heartbroken and send me away... afraid I'd... no, I can't beleive I really will... but... no, I won't. I can't. "Okay, but I swear I heard screaming..." "I had a nightmare." I quickly reply, so she doesn't worry. "Really? Again? What was it about?" I think. "........ I'd rather not talk about it if it's okay with you..." My mother frowns. "Okay........ but remember, I'm here if you need me." She smiles when she sees I'm staring, to not discourage me. "Yeah... I... I know you've got my back." I smile back. "You can go back to sleep now, I will too, and no more nightmares or screaming, please, you know how I feel." That's the conclusion to our discussion apparently, seeing as she leaves immidatly after she finishes. When she leaves, I break down crying. If only she knew... knew what I was going through...
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RomansAmy doesn't know if she can go on any longer... not without him... (This is a cross over with IvoryWolflin, she has Ashton's thoughts and feelings and I have Amy's. Be sure to read her part!)