every fool thing

wolf

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*explicit language

THERE WERE UNDEFYING
CRACKS FROM YOUR
BRITTLE BONES, AND
SCRATCH MARKS FROM YOUR
NEWLY FLUORISHED CLAWS
THERE WAS A DRIP
FROM THE GOLDEN DISC
OF NEW CREPUSCLE,
THE DUSK OF DAWN
AND YOUR EYES WERE
SET EMPOWERINGLY ABLAZE
YOU WOKE UP ONE DAY
WITH BLOODY HANDS--
YOU HAD YOUR INNOCENCE
ON YOUR LEFT HAND
AND YOUR ALTRUISTIC HEART
ON YOUR RIGHT HAND--
YOU FEEL REMARKABLY HUBRISTIC
TO HAVE MURDERED
THE PURITY INSIDE OF YOU
FOR THE INSTANTANEOUS ABSENCE
OF YOUR RIGHTEOUSNESS
WAS BESTOWED UPON YOU
OR AT LEAST YOU THINK SO
AND NOW YOU'RE OFF
ON A FOOTPATH TO THE
CITY OF DESOLATED SUFFERERS

HELLO WOLF,
HAVE YOU EVER REALISED
WE WERE BOUND TO THIS CYCLE
OF MY DESTRUCTIVE
SELF LOATHING
YOUR UTTER DOING
AND YOUR REPLETION
OF OTHER'S FEARS
MY UTTER DOING;
I AM BOUND TO THIS CYCLE
OF RECOVERY--
DON'T AFFECT THE WORLD
WITH YOUR BULLSHIT--
AND RELAPSE--
DON'T AFFECT THE WORLD
WITH YOUR BULLSHIT--
AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN;
YOU ARE BOUND TO THIS CYCLE
OF ENIGMATICAL MOROSENESS
[VISITATIONS OF WRATHS]
AND DETRIMENTAL PREJUDICE
[THE TRESPASSING OF LATIBULES]
AND THIS GOES ON AND ON
AND ON AND ON AND ON
LIKE OBSTREPEROUSLY WAYWARD
WILD GODDAMN HORSES
ON A TIMELESS CAROUSEL

DID YOU HEAR
THERE WAS SILENCE
SO PROFOUND, EXCEPT FOR
YOUR HEAVING BREATHS
AND MY UNVALIDATED WHIMPERS:
DON'T, I'VE SAID, DON'T
YET ALL YOU DID WAS DENY
AND GABBLE LIKE A PATHOLOGIC
ISN'T THIS SO EASY FOR YOU?
NO CONSTRAINING COUNSELLORS
NO LIVING IN CONSTANT TREPIDATION
NO ENTERING PENITENTIARIES,
NO REPERCUSSIONS
AND HERE'S WHAT HAS BECOME
OF THE FALLOUT:
'NO ONE CARES'
BECOMES MY SOLILOQUY
'STOP AFFECTING THE WORLD
WITH YOUR BULLSHIT'
BECOMES MY ANTHEM
'END EVERYTHING, PLEASE'
BECOMES MY DREADING PRAYER
LISTEN TO ME, LISTEN
I AM NO DAMAGED GOODS
IT WAS NEVER MY FAULT
IT WAS NOT MY DOING
I DID WHAT I IMMENSELY COULD

but it was always my fault
it was my doing
i could've done better

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?