(I will not reveal what the pairing is to keep my friend KelseyRhodes2 from knowing exactly what my new Harry Potter OTP is!)
Pairing: Unknown.
From: Harry Potter.
Type: Slight angst.
Time/AU/Setting: In their fourth year (I think, pretty much during the time of The Goblet of Fire), same universe but one of them has Soteriophobia and is terrified of what the other will think of him, by a lake in the Forbidden Forest.
Disclaimer(s): Self-harm, mentions of suicidal thoughts, Boyxboy, characters do not belong to me.
Soteriophobe's POV
He's been......... doing......... amazing.......
No....... I can't think this way........
How would he react if he knew I had fallen for him.........
Surely not in a positive manor............
Currently I was in the forbidden forest, sitting near a lake. I was thinking of things I wish I hadn't.......
I started singing a muggle song I had heard of.
(Start music, Words in parentheses are things said in a echo-y voice)
"... I've been on the low...
I been taking my time...
I feel like I'm out of my mind...
It feel like my life ain't mine...
(Who can relate?)
I've been on the low...
I been taking my time...
I feel like I'm out of my mind...
It feel like my life ain't mine...
I don't wanna be alive...
I don't wanna be alive...
I just wanna die today...
I just wanna die...
I don't wanna be alive...
I don't wanna be alive...
I just wanna die today...
And let me tell you why.
All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout
They think they know it.
I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic.
And my life don't even matter..
I know it, I know it...
I know I'm hurting deep down, but can't show it...
I never had a place to call my own.
I never had a home.
Ain't nobody callin' my phone..
Where you been?
Where you at?
What's on your mind?
They say every life precious
But nobody care about mine...
I been on the low...
I been taking my time...
I feel like I'm out of my mind...
It feel like my life ain't mine...
(Who can relate?)
I been on the low...
I been taking my time...
I feel like I'm out of my mind...
It feel like my life ain't mine...
YOU ARE READING
Random Oneshots
Fanfiction(Art and characters belong to their original owners, but the cover was just a picture I found. Also, I won't do your request if 1: I don't know the characters, or 2: I don't approve of the characters/content/fandom. ☡WARNING☡: THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN...
