I'm supposed to be different

Chapter 10

"Is everyone in position?" Vanoss asked in a hushed voice over the com.
"Yes sir," we replied.
"Good. Brian, (Y/N), guide us through."
"Alright (Y/N), I'll help team one, you help team two," Brian said turning to his monitors.
"Got it," I answered. Team two consisted of Tyler, Jon, Marcel, and David. Their part of the mission required them to get past all of the guards and steal a hard drive that has information our client wanted. "Alright boys here's what you have to worry about at the moment, there are three guards at the door and two more on the roof. If you want to get in unnoticed you'll have to take all five out simultaneously."
"Team one will get the guards on the roof, just worry about the guys at the door team two," Brian said into his headset, "Be ready to fire in three... two... one... fire!" I watched all five guards fall to the ground.
"Alright, the door should be unlocked. Once you get inside it should be a linear path just stay in the shadows. Try not to kill anyone unless absolutely necessary."

~~~Mini Time Skip~~~

Team two finally made it to the objective and got the hard drive they needed.
"(Y/N), team one was spotted. They need help," Brian said urgently.
"On it," I replied. "Okay guys, team one was spotted and needs backup. I'm sending you directions for the quickest route to them."
"Alright you heard her men, let's go save those dumb***es," Wildcat said.
Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed Brian stiffen in his seat.
"Are you okay Brian?" I asked.
"Sh!" he silenced me, covering my mouth with his hand. We stayed quiet for awhile until Brian stood up staring intensely at the door. "(Y/N) stand up," the intensity in his voice started to worry me. I did what he said and stood up. He grabbed me by the shoulders and slowly pushed me into the wall by the door.
"Brian what are you-" he cut me off, covering my mouth with his hand again.
"Be quiet and just trust me," he said removing his hand, "Someone is circling the van. If you stand right here you'll be hidden from sight once whoever it is opens the door." He took out two pistols and handed me one. "Hopefully you won't have to use but I want you to hold onto it just in case things go south."
"What do you mean by that?" I questioned.
"Someone's gotta kill the b******s before the kill us," he chuckled as he stood in the center of the room, aiming towards the door.
After a couple minutes of silence, the door suddenly burst open, ensuing in a gunfight.
Before I could process everything that was happening, Terroriser was shot. Everything went in slow motion. Brian fell to the ground with a loud thud. A very large and muscular man with a revolver walked up to Brian, picking him up by the collar of his shirt, pointing the gun towards his face. I lifted my pistol. My body was shaking violently, my heart beating fiercely. I squeezed the trigger and BANG!

~~~Brian's P.O.V.~~~

A gunshot resounded in my ears as I saw the life in the eyes of the man holding me disappear. He dropped me before collapsing to the ground. I looked up to see (Y/N) trembling, tears streaming down her face, the gun still in her hands.
"Come her (Y/N)," I said with outstretched arms. She dropped the gun and slowly walked over to me. She dropped to her knees and hugged me tightly as she sobbed, her tears soaking the front of my shirt. Even though I had the searing pain in my arm my main priority at the moment was to comfort (Y/N).

~~~Time Skip~~~

"(Y/N)," I said, gaining her attention, "Can you grab me one of the headsets?" She nodded to me and handed me one. "Hello? Can anyone hear me?" I asked into the headset.
"Terroriser what is going on?" Vanoss questioned, "Neither you nor (Y/N) have been answering us."
"We were attacked," I explained, "I've been shot and (Y/N)..." I looked down to see her shaking form still in my arms, "She's not doing well."
"Did she get shot?" Lui's question sounded panicked.
"No, she wasn't, but she is very traumatized at the moment."
"We're almost there," Vanoss responded, "Just hold out a little longer."
"Alright just hurry," I turned my attention back to (Y/N). "They're going to be here soon," I told her softly, "Are you going to be okay?" She just nodded, not willing to look up.
It was a while before the guys showed up. Once they did I explained everything that happened while Moo patched me up and Mini and Nogla tried to console (Y/N). Once everything was settled, we headed home.

~~~Time Skip~~~

~~~(Y/N)'s P.O.V.~~~

It was the middle of the night and I couldn't sleep. The moment I shot that man just kept replaying in my mind. I sat on my bed in the dark, curled up into a ball. Someone knocked on my door, but I didn't move.
"(Y/N)? It's Brian," the voice said, "I'm coming in." The door slowly opened to reveal him. He made his way over and sat next to me on the bed. "Can't sleep?" he asked. I only nodded in response. "You know, it's unhealthy to bottle up your emotions. If you have something to say you should say it." I stayed quiet for a little bit.
"Am I a bad person?" I asked breaking the silence.
"I don't think you are."
"But I killed a man Brian. He could have had a family. For all I know I took away someone's father tonight."
"(Y/N)," Brain grabbed my shoulder, "Something you need to know is that the people in this line of work don't have your typical families. We're all outcasts. Orphaned or disowned as kids. Nobody wanted us so we made our own families. Sure our version of family is a little dysfunctional and very dangerous, but we're all each other have. We try to only kill others in self-defense and that's what you did (Y/N). So no, I don't think you are a bad person. You saved us from a man who has probably killed thousands in his lifetime."
"Thank you for trying to make me feel better," I said hugging him.
"Of course," He replied standing up, "If there is anything else I can do to make you feel better just let me know."
"Actually," I replied looking at the ground, "Could you stay here, just until I fall asleep at least?"
"Sure (Y/N)," he answered sitting back down on the bed, holding my hand.
"Goodnight Brian."
"Goodnight (Y/N)."

A/N- Hey guys! Here's the first of the two promised chapters. I really want to publish the second chapter tomorrow but who knows what will happen. Anyways thank you so much for reading this! I hope you enjoyed it. See ya next chapter!

Love ya~