you're good at hiding your tears. even when you're alone, you don't want to cry. saying "I don't want to cry, it's pointless." over and over again. but at one point, you cried. you don't even know why. you just..cried. your cries are full of pain, sorrow and sadness. you cry for odd reasons. as an example, you look at yourself in the mirror and smile but it started to sting. so bad. it hurts so badly. your eyes started to water. then, you cried. you don't know why it hurts. you don't know at all.
