Everyday 》sf9 rowoon [Completed]

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Min Ara

i was walking to school and i keep thinking about what could happen if you knew everything.

would you still like me?

i really hope  you wouldn't change your mind after everything.

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you kept smiling the whole day. you look really excited about the meet up.

you even dressed up for today. you were late to school because you bought flowers and chocolates.

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i hope it doesn't change your mind rowoon.

i know that i am risking our friendship but i hated it. i hated lying to you everyday.

i want to tell you how i feel because i don't want to hide all of these feelings.

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i couldn't focus on anything. i keep thinking about how will you react.

will you be okay with it?

are you going to leave me?

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before the last class ends i quickly made my way to the bathroom.

i stared at myself in the mirror.

am i enough for rowoon?

i didn't even think i deserve him.

but i won't let that get to me.

if i'm sure of what i feel for you, i'll do it.

i took a deep breath, fixed my hair and clothes a bit and went straight to the meeting place.

before i could even come closer to you, i could hear you repeating your words again and again.

you were practicing what you  would say to me.

how cute is that?

i came close enough for you to notice me.

you becane confused the moment you saw me.

you asked me what i was doing here.

i couldn't move.

i wasn't ready to lose you.

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