Words Left Unsaid

Please

I can see the pain in your eyes from the hurt in your heart, 
and I'd really love to fix it just don't know where to start. 
Every time you let me in a little you shut me right back out, 
and it makes me wanna scream, 
"I am a grown woman and games are not what I'm about!!!"
But instead I'll say I love you and I'll say it a million more times, 
if that's what it takes for you to know for you to acknowledge it in your mind. 
I will never hurt here it is on paper in pen, 
and I bet if you look at the bottom of these feelings hitting paper 
you'll find my signature at the end. 
You have to know I love you, after all this time. 
I'm just afraid because when I'm with you my heart is no longer mine. 
So this is it I'm giving in. 
My white flag has hit the sky. 
I'm giving you my everything don't make me wonder why. 
I loved you then, I love you now, and somehow I know I always will. 
So for me please take your time, relax your mind, and learn how to chill.