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18 | scared

TO: go.dahee
SUBJECT: scared

dahee,

if i had just been honest with you from the moment i messed up, would you have stayed with me? would you have continued to love me? i know if you had made these mistakes, i'd never leave you, but that's the difference between you and me.

you'd never do the things i did. you'd never be that cruel. and i wish you were here so i could tell you that, so i could tell you everything.

i couldn't before because i was scared.

i was scared you'd realize that I wasn't enough for you. i was scared that you'd notice how broken i was and realize that i was too much for you to handle. i was sacred you'd see right through me and find out that i didn't know how to love, but i know now because of you.

tae

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december 21
05:44