I don't remember when all of this started because i've always been living with this pain ... But for some 2 months from now i lost my capacity to get out of my bed, i just don't feel the urge to live anymore ... except when i'm in the arms of the person i love. Which is pretty annoying when you spend your lifetime «learning» useless and uninteresting stuffs side by side with people that do the same, even if everyone including me and also half of the ones that try to make us «learn» don't seem to give a shit about those stuffs. But what bothers me the most is that these people don't really care doing this with their lives. Because i can't be like that, i can't do that. So i'm just going to try answering my problem with the world while writing, but first (no don't let me take a selfie) let's situate the problem
