20 Reasons Why || larry

Letter twenty

Dear Harry,

Today was the worst day. The doctor said if you don't wake up in another week we have to pull the plug. Everyone cried.

I don't think you understand how badly I want you to wake up. How badly I want to hold you and kiss you.

Do you know I'm the one that found you? I've never dialed a number as fast as when I called that ambulance. I've never cried so hard either.

You were so pale and just lying on the floor, pill bottle next to you. I got sick in the ambulance.

I still blame myself. Everyday.

There is so much to live for, Harry. So many reasons to stay alive. I hope you know I would have listened. I would give you the world if I could.

And I hope you wake up, Harry, because I don't know what I'd do without you. I don't know if I'd ever recover.

I love you and I know you love me. So I'll give you another reason to live, another reason to wake up.

Reason number 20: me.

Love always,

Your Louis.