Why me? - M.G

Chapter 2

Martinus pov:
Emilies aunt called us down for dinner.

We went downstairs and ate.

Gerd Anne: "Wow Mia, this is very tasty!"

Mia: "why thank you!"

I saw Emilie just fiddling with her fork in the food.

She must have it very hard now in the time she is in right now.

I really feel bad for her.

Martinus: "thank you for the food Mia! It was very tasty"

Marcus: "yea, thank you for the food"

Mia: "you're welcome boys"

Emilies pov:

I was just fiddling with my fork on the Pizza...

I wasn't that hungry...

I haven't really eated that much since mom and dad passed away...

I heard Marcus and Martinus thank aunt Mia for the food.

I started thinking...

Why did mom and dad die?
Why didn't i die?
Why does the bad things always happen to me?

After a while Marcus started wave his hand towards my face.

I camed back to reality.

Mia: "honey? Is something wrong? You have barely touched the food?

I started playing with my hands.

I wanted to be alone.

Emilie: "thank you for the food aunt Mia..."

I put my plate in the dishwasher and runned upstairs.

I walked towards the musicroom since aunt Mia had worked with music before...

I walked towards the Piano.

I started playing bruises.

Counting days, counting days
Since my love up and got lost on me
And every breath that I've been taken
Since you left feels like a waste on me
I've been holding on to hope
That you'll come back when you can find some peace
'Cause every word that I've heard spoken
Since you left feels like a hollow street

I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind
But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind
Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side

There must be something in the water
'Cause every day it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under

Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded
By the brighter side
Of what we had because it's over
Well, there must be something in the tide

I couldn't sing anymore.

I was broken inside and couldn't hold it anymore.

I walked towards my room.

In to the bathroom.

Took off all of my clothes.

Locked the door.

Walked in the shower.

Turned it on.

I was totally broken.

Thinking of all the good times with my friends and family.

The memories will never be forgotten.

I would always keep it in my heart.

No one knewed i was getting bullied in the school right now.

My parents didn't know...

It was just my friends...

One day i had enough.

••••Flashback••••

I walked to my school.

I was full of energy and very happy.

Until the bullies camed.

Ada: "now!"

I got scared...

So much pain.

I yelled all i could but no one did something to help me.

My friends tried to get them off me.

The teachers camed...

Ada helped me up.

But she tricked me...

She felled on the ground without an accident and started fake crying...

The teachers thinked i did something and i got suspended.

I walked towards home with my backpack on my left shoulder and my other shoulder to just be in peace..

When i walked towards home i saw mom and dads car driving...

Dad stopped the car.

Dad: "Emilie? Why aren't you in school?"

I was going to tell but before i could say something i saw a truck coming towards mom and dads car.

Emilie: "mom! Dad! Move out of the way!"

It was too late...

I called the ambulance and the man who drived over them tried to help me.

•••• end of flashback ••••
I walked out of the shower.

Put on my clothes.

Walked in my room.

Walked towards my bed and sat me on it.

I started crying until i heard a boy voice.

Martinus: Emilie? Could i please come in?

I nodded my head and before i knewed Martinus sat on my bed right next to me.

Martinus: "Emilie... i know we doesn't know each other that good but i know you that well that i see something is wrong..."

I can't do this anymore...

I need to tell somebody...

I started to explain and it felt so good have it all out.

Martinus: "i'm really sorry for hearing that Emilie. I know everything is going to be okay. I will always be by your side. And you could always talk to me"

It felt so amazing to hear that.

I gave Martinus an hug.

Emilie: "thank you so much Martinus for understanding me."

Martinus: "ofcourse Emilie! You could always trust me! Is it something please tell me"

Emilie: "i swear i will"

Martinus: "okay. I need to leave now but we could meet tomorrow if you want to. And by the way! I love your voice! It's so beautiful!"

Emilie: "how much did you hear?"
I asked and took a deep breath.

Martinus: "i was going to talk to you and i saw you in the musicroom and then i heard it so i kind of heard it all. But see ya! Texting you tomorrow! Bye"

Emilie: "Bye Martinus"

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