He was tired
So tired
He just wanted to fall asleep and never wake up.
It was a normal day. It was a copy of every day of his fucking life.
But still,
Someone was missing
He just wasn't the person he was.
He changed so much.
No smiles,
No laughs
No shiny eyes
No hope
Why was he like this?
Did something happen?
What could happen?
What did happen?
Nothing much,
He lost his family
He lost himself
Hiroto was so worried, so sad without his old friend.
"Yuuma, tell me what's wrong, please. "
For the hundredth time, he was asking the same question.
And still, the answer was the same.
"Nothing is wrong Hiro. "
Just then, Hiroto changed the day. With just one sentence.
"I'm fucking tired of worrying about you. I'm sick of it! You can fucking tell me!!
It's not fucking hard to tell! I'll understand!"
If he at least knew how much he had hurt the raven boy.
Hiroto saw for a moment, Yuumas glossy eyes, as he turned around and smiled.
"Everything is wrong Hiro, everything. "
With that, the boy ran away.
Hiroto realized the mistake he did.
He dashed after the raven boy.
He heard things outside.
It was fucking night.
Ah wooah
It was all happening in slow motion.
First little steps, then heavy as he began to run
Ah wooah
Like the wind was telling him to go faster.
He feels so far away.
"I don't love,
I don't hate.
Life is a game Hiro
You always have to be smooth like a snake,
Break away from the lie and not get attached.
Once you get a crack, you know you lost"
The time is running out
It's flipping
The world is spinning
He thinks he is going to fall
There are no rules how death may come find him
He slipped,
Again,
In slow motion,
He fell down and when he opened his eyes,
The first thing he saw were lifeless golden eyes.
He jumped and his knees and looked at the now, lifeless body beside him.
He looked down.
There it laid.
A hole right above his abdomen, it looked like the knife was twisted.
Blood was still dripping down the raven boys jaw.
This was not real.
No way.
"I'm sorry."
He aimed the gun and pulled the trigger.
Blood spilled everywhere.
