The Alphabet of My Love

No Letters

but...

But the letters have run out. So does that mean I'm done
All I think about is you, so how can I move on?
I'm gonna say something to you and it's true

I... really... miss... you...

I miss the way you talk and how your voice sounds
I miss the way you look at me everytime you sing
I miss all those times when we used to hang out
I miss every moment I spent with you. I miss everything
I miss your contacts... in text and personally
I miss your presence because that was a gift to me
I miss us. I miss you and I
I miss the look in your eyes when they look into my eyes
I missed you so much that everytime I go to bed
I cover my face with a pillow and hide inside the blanket
And I cry and cry and cry. It was tough
Then I spent all my time just thinking of...
Everything we've went through and everything you said
Everything was all true but now everything is dead
Why did it have to end like that? I would change it if I could
Loving someone who loves you back, that would feel so good
I opened my phone and went to my gallery
I saw our pictures and we looked so happy
There were so many memories of us everywhere
Look at this, look at all the moments we shared
Remember that time when we laughed so hard?
Remember that time when you were in my arms?
I missed everything but now it's time to open my eyes

After all of this, I realized...

That I can't move on when all I feel is anger and regret
I have to learn how to forgive and not just forget
I have to be at peace with you and know how to accept
And find a way to get you out of my head
I had to cry it all out, couldn't get over you that easily
I was hurt and now this is my recovery

You were the one in my heart, but now you're gone

So now let's start...
with the 26 Letters of Moving On

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