Depression / Anxiety Diary

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Im getting really depressed over failing school. Anxiety is getting in the way of me doing things properly, social anxiety gets in the way of me talking to my teacher about it. My mom is decided, she's getting back with Carl. My life has become a mess. I started self harming again... Yes, my dad found my knife when he was over (I don't think I mentioned that but it happened) but I got a blade now, I was at my friends house the other day and she had a lot if blades. I asked her for one, she gave one to me. now I cut again. I might have to move in with my dad  if I keep self harming. I don't want to leave you guys but I can't stop cutting. Sorry...