Complicated

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[ A/N: Uh Hey there, this chapter contains more cursing than usual but it's just for the characters so if I know you don't get butt hurt, Thanks. ]
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Jaeden's Pov

I had been sitting on that bench crying and fucking blaming myself for everything, regretting life, when my freaking self finally found something better to do.

I have To Find Y/N.

It's my fault. That's clear. All the people had already left because the dance was over about an hour or so, I don't know, do I look like I have a freaking watch to focus on at this moment?!

Still, It was probably really late because I remember all of the people at the dance leaving. each of them waving at me goodbye on their way out school, everyone getting picked up by their parents I guess, some girls would leave in their partners parents car. I also remember a bunch of both, guys and girls whispering to each other while they all looked at me like a complete freak. Freak.

What about it?, Now I'll probably be known as "The guy who made a scene in the middle of the school dance". Nice...

Y/N...she probably left already, just like everyone else.

I hurt her, and the least I can do it's blame myself the whole night. I mean, fuck I don't know how I would react if I saw her kissing with some dude circled by everyone being the center of attention.

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Y/N 's Pov

I didn't attend school for some time, not the day before the dance, or the one before, I've missed like what? A week and half of school? That's not much. During that time I pretended to be "sick", and to my luck I have very gullible parents, though they only believed me that excuse for half a week so the rest of the first week I'd blame it on my "period" and how I was in such "pain", unfortunately for a period excuse the motherfuckers last only about a week or less so the last excuse I used was that I was "too emotionally unstable to go to school because my dog got 'lost', the truth about that is that "daisy" had to stay with grandma and her cats when we visited her earlier, I told nanny to not say a word about daisy because my parents would give away my dog if they knew she was still alive because they supposedly hated her".

I know, I know... I'm a cruel human for lying to both, my parents and nanny, but hey if you analyze it, it was daisy the one who really suffered during that time having to share cage with nanny's cats.

I had been avoiding school for one reason, the name of that reason is "Jaeden I LIKE FLIRTING WITH GIRLS AND IGNORE THEM AND THEN KISS THEIR BFF Martell "

I mean, I also kinda felt dumb for skipping school just because of a stupid guy.
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When I finally came back to school I was late, as usual, everyone was already in their respective classrooms so I entered in mine in a rush (dUde WhY yOu iN a BIG tImE RuSh, ok no), as soon as I entered everyone's heads turned to me, I looked over at Wen, she was over there on her seat waving at me with a smile, she was the only person I had missed in this short time, well Corey too but mostly her, they're the only ones who didn't hurt me, the only one's I trusted so far.

I took a quick look at Jaeden because the feeling of his eyes on my perfile felt like burning shiz (idek what I'm saying anymore), we made eye contact for like 2 seconds before I turned to the teacher calling my name.

"Well look who finally felt like continuing with school, to be honest I wouldn't be surprised if you wouldn't have come back.." she said the last part in more of a whisper tone with sarcasm spread all over it.

"I'm sorry, I'm late Miss Jessy"

"Yeah, I see..." she eyed me and I felt uncomfortable.

"Anyway, please take your seat and ask someone to keep you up with the work" she said and rolled her eyes going back to her computer.

I've never liked Miss Jessy. But that's irrelevant, can't do nothing about it.

I nodded and walk towards Wen, for my luck there was an empty chair behind her and that place was like 3 rows far from Jaeden. Well, so far not so bad.
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Jaeden's Pov

It was Thursday when Y/N came back since the dance night and the last Time I saw her. The time I hurt her.

She arrived in Miss Jessy's class, I spend almost the whole class staring at her in hopes that maybe she'd look back, which she didn't. She was ignoring me or maybe just really don't care about me anymore. Can't judge her though, she has a reason to be mad.

We used to exchange views all the time, we'd look at each other and whenever one catches the other looking, the one looking would look away, sometimes I'd catch her looking and I'd offer a smile causing her to turn away but with a smile on her face and a light tint of red on her cheeks. That was something I had missed of her, and I'll probably will still miss it, because I don't even know if those things will happen again.
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I was sure about what I was going to do next. I had to talk to her, I owe her the biggest apology ever and that was also gonna serve me as an excuse to hear her beautiful voice. (ChEeSsY)

I had planned on talking to her at the end of the day, just two more classes and I'd get most nervous as I ever had.
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Y/N Pov

Well, school didn't go too bad, I basically stuck with Wen on the first periods, at lunch I sat in a table with her and Corey, Olive passed us from the table we were and kept walking till she sat with some other girls, one of them was Christine Danis, she's one of the "popular" girls, Christine's a nice girl but she surely can get sassy if it's about what to wear. In the whole day, Olive didn't look at me, she was containing herself to, I knew it, she didn't even say a word. Thank god, better keep your mouth shut you little asshole.

How dare she?! She freaking knew I liked Jaeden and there she goes inviting him and kissing him, nice one Olive.

It was at the end of the day when I went up with Corey, I was gonna ask him if he could help me with Chemistry, I hadn't written the forums and I needed them for the homework so I was pretty much asking him to pass them to me.

I was gonna leave on the school bus today, Corey was gonna take it too so as the good friend he is he saw noticed how my freaking backpack was gonna end up flatting my shoulders of how heavy it was so he helped me carrying it, I looked over my shoulder and saw Jaeden standing there, it took a while to the idiot to realize I had catch him staring at Corey and I when he gave me a soft wave, I'm still mad at him and the dude doesn't seem to get it so I just shove him off. And turned to see Corey waiting for me in the bus's stairs for me to get on.

Me & Corey were sitting together in the bus when he turned to me and asked me if I wanted to meet up with him and Olive, they were going to the Cafeteria later. I nodded and turned my head to the little window, just as the bus starts to move it stops again, I look at the front and there he was.

Jaeden Lieberher was gonna take the bus.
He never took the bus.
Well shit.

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Hey guysss I'm sorry It tooked me so long to update but hey better late than never, hehe ok no, also how is it possible that this Book has 1 K views, I'm still shocked that people actually read this but thank you ily. <3

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