"Lost My Mind" by Serenityhf
I see you lying in blood
I hear the sound of your screams
I hear you beg me to save you
It's hard to believe it's a dream
I see you throwing the chairs
I see the scars that you carry
I feel the hurt when you leave
It's hard to believe it's a dream
But I'm fully awake, I feel the sunlight on my face
I know that I'm dreaming in broad daylight like I've lost my mind
I know that none of it's real, and I know that you're really okay
I know the voices are lying to me like I've lost my mind
Lost my mind
I hear you soothing me quietly
I hear you talk on the phone
I know you worry about me
I know I'm breaking this home
I get that you don't understand me
I get you think it's easier
I understand your frustration, my dear
But you don't understand, no you don't
And I'm fully awake, I feel the sunlight on my face
I know that I'm dreaming in broad daylight like I've lost my mind
I know that's none of it's real, and I know that you're really okay
I know the voices are lying to me like I've lost my mind
Lost my mind
Woahhh
Woahhh oh oh
Woahhh
Woahhh oh oh
And I know you can't understand what I do! I know you're breathless, it's haunting me, too! I know you think that I don't feel emotion, but I know it too well around you!
And I know I'm cast in the shadows! I know that I can't find the light! I know the darkness much better than you and you're right here by my side!
I feel you hurting beside me! I feel it when you cry! I know for you it's an answer away but I've lost my mind! I've lost my mind!
And I'm fully awake...
I feel the sunlight on my face...
And I'm fully awake! I feel the sunlight on my face!
I know that I'm dreaming in broad daylight like I've lost my mind!
Oh, and I know that none of it's real! And I know, I know that you're really okay!
And I know the voices are lying to me like I've lost my mind!
Lost my mind!
Cause I've lost my mind!
Lost my mind...
A/n: Dedicated to the few people in my family who have schizophrenia
