pure (h.s.)

thirty nine

Louis and I didn't speak for what seemed like forever.

I just figured out that I finally love someone and I'm standing here without him.

I need to get home and tell him.

"I've got to go," I said grabbing my things and walking out the door without any word back from him. I didn't know how he would respond, so I didn't let him.

I hop in my car and turn the music up louder than it has ever been. I desperately need to drain out my thoughts right now. If the music wasn't turned up, I would be thinking about how I'm going to tell Harry and if he loved me back. I would be stressing about if I should tell Harry about Louis. I don't want to think about that. All I want to do is love Harry right now. That's all that's running through my head.

And I hope it's running through my head forever.

A song I was unfamiliar with came on the radio, so I listened to the lyrics. It was a love song. The more I listened, the more I thought about Harry. Damn, I really did love him.

I never thought I would love again. Never had it ever crossed my mind. I didn't except love, it kind of just happened. I also didn't expect me to be in love with a tattooed, tall man like Harry. He's everything i'm not.

And that's why we're perfect for each other my mind told myself.

I kept smiling throughout the entire song until I finally pulled up to Harry's apartment. Once I turned the radio off, every thought I didn't want in my mind starts to resurface.

I cant just tell him straight up that I love him, right? What words do I use? When is the right time? Does he love me back? Will he say it back? Is Louis going to affect our relationship? Will we last for a long time?

Unfortunately, I don't have the answers to any of those questions and I do my best to get them out of my head. I push them aside for a moment and calm down. I tell myself that I'm going to be just fine and whatever happens, happens. When the questions come back to my jumbled mind, I feel pretty confident enough that I don't care. My mind can be filled with thoughts, but confidence overpowers everything.

I walk inside the building and ride up the elevator. I make it to Harry's floor and walk to his door. I raise my hand up to knock, but my knuckles won't press against the door.

Confidence, come back I thought to myself.

I put my hands down and stood at the foot of the door until I could process what I'm about to do. I breathe in and out a couple of times until I decide that it's now or never. So without thinking, my fist collides with the door. I soon find the door opening to my wonderful boyfriend, who I now love.

"Caly! I thought you were at Louis's?" he says intertwining our hands, which give me the butterflies in my stomach. Any contact between us makes me get goosebumps, one of the few things I love about him.

"I left because, well, I missed you."

"You have no clue how much I missed you," he said leaning in for a kiss.

This is the first time I have kissed him when I have been in love with him. It feels different. A very very good different.

We break away from the kiss and he leads me to the couch. I sit on his lap and he strokes my hair. I look into his beautiful green eyes I have come to be so familiar with in these past three months. The green eyes I happen to love.

"How was Louis's?" Harry asked.

"It was, uh, fine," I say unsure of my answer.

We sit there for a while longer until he asks me if everything was okay. I respond with a quick yes and a kiss to the lips. I needed to tell him soon. I couldn't keep this with me.

I break the kiss and smile against his lips. I take his face in between my hands and push our foreheads together. I can feel him smiling too, which makes my nerves go away.

This is the right time. Right now.

I lift my forehead off of his with my hands still around his soft cheeks. We're both smiling at each other. I loved this feeling.

I play with the curls in his hair, never once breaking eye contact. His arms are around my waist as he stares into my brown eyes.

Caly, you've got this. Say it, now. Blurt it ou-

"I love you," I say silencing everyone of my thoughts running around in my head. I did it.

His eyes widen and stare at me in awe. He didn't say anything for a minute and I was starting to think he didn't love me back. Who would ever love me anyways?

My predictions are quickly shattered as his lips form a smile. The biggest smile I have ever seen his lips create. His dimples are the most indented I've ever seen. His teeth are brightly showing and I don't think I've seen anything more beautiful than this moment right here.

I love this boy in front of me and no one is ever going to stop me, not even my past.

Before I know it, he crashes his lips to mine and picks me up from the couch. He breaks the kiss as I'm in the air and starts twirling me around in a hug. We are both laughing in unison. This had to be the best moment of my life and I can tell that Harry feels the same.

Harry puts me back on his lap on the couch. His lips meet mine once more in a passionate kiss. After he breaks the kiss, he says those words I've been waiting to hear my entire life.

"I love you, too, Caly. More than you know. God damn, Caly, I love you so much," Harry said with passion in his voice.

His smile never leaves his face as I repeat the same words to him.

"I love you, Harry," I practically yell in this apartment.

I cannot believe I actually feel love inside of me. I cannot believe I found love again. I cannot believe I found something so pure inside of me. I cannot believe that someone loves me back. I cannot believe that I love this boy.

But I can believe that Harry makes my world a better place.

And there's no where I would ever want to be without him.

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**TEARS ARE FALLING SOMEONE HELP.

ok but TITLE REFERENCEEEEEEE (if you didn't understand why this book was called pure, then there you go i hope you understand now.)

CAJZGAHA THEY SRE THE CUTEST THING I WANT TO HAVE A HARRY SOMEONE GET ME A HARRY.

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