Letter number 20
Hyunnie,
With this letter, this is my goodbye.
I love you and I will always. Even thought you won't feel it.
I will see you from afar, and watch over you. Like I always said, I got your back.
Be a good mommy okay? I know you will be a great parent.
Sorry again, for everything I have done to you, hm?
You stressed yourself so much just because of me.
So, if you are mad at me, it's okay to me. You have all the rights to be mad.
I am the one who left you, right? Hahahaha, I feel so stupid.
You know, my condition are getting worse everyday. I feel so numb. I can't even breathe by my own. I breathe and live only thanks to these machines.
Basically I am like a robot hahaha.
I thank these buddies, they helped me to write these letters. I am grateful, I own then my life. And that's what I'll give.
I love you Hyunnie. Good bye, my impossible love.
