40 first days

Vague

It is all about timing...
While trying to discover yourself, how can you know what do you want and what you don't?
Right timing is essential...

Vague

I may love you but I may not
Whatcha gonna do about this all
You want to have me, I know you do
But I'm not sure if I want that too
It's not your fault but it's not mine
I can't be humble enough to decide
What I want right now, right here
When you keep asking me to express
Feelings that I'm not sure if I have
Or my mouth just don't want to tell
Can't you see me and then see us
That tedious reflection in our eyes
I'm conscious it's all because of me
I'm acting like the most spoiled kid
I know this can annoy everyone
I wonder how you're still by my side
I want to love the same way you do
But my mind is tricky to decide who
And I love you but then I might not
'Cause you seem to be what I want
Whenever I don't want to be in love
You're not exactly what I think I like
That's why I always say 'I might'
I want you, but I want much more
Qualities I know you don't own
You are perfect just the way you are
But you don't have features I require
I loved you once, I'm sure for this
But now I can't stop looking at him
I don't love him or others than you
I'm not so sure, I'm very confused
Still waiting for something to confirm
That this is real love and it has grown
I loved you then, I know I did
I don't know if my love is complete
Guess I'm not reliable for a lifetime
But I've been stable for a long time
For you I've done a lot of things
I don't regret, I'd actually repeat
Wrong timing is my only concern
Maybe we met each other too soon
To make this last forever, for good
Can't know what future holds for us
For now we'll keep floating in a mass
It's not your fault, and it can't be mine
But I'll blame it on my blurry mind!