Afraid

I was still unsure whether or not killing Alpha Chase was the right way to go.

On one hand he did send my father to torture me, but on the other I did kill his mate. I wonder how he dealt with it, besides taking revenge. He doesn't seem sad at all. He is just angry. I know that if Carter left me, I would die. I mean that is what usually is supposed to happen, that you can't live without them, but I feel as though I would take it harder. That I wouldn't just die, I would break.

I heard the knock on my bedroom door, my head snapped up to see Carter entering our room.

"Hey." He said not meeting my eyes.

"Hi." I said staring at him. Why won't he meet my eyes?

"I just wanted to say dinner is ready." Still not looking at me, he adverted his eyes to the wall.

"Okay." I said quietly. Everything was still awkward towards us. We haven't talked since I got back yesterday.

He turned around and was about to walk out when I got up the courage, "Carter!"

He whipped around when I said his name.

"Are you still mad?" No answer. "Carter I... I know that I've messed up, bad! But it's in the past, and your my future. That's not going to change! Us is our future. Don't let my past come back and mess us up."

"Becca, I just need some time. It's not easy to get over that my mate killed another mate, what if that mate was you and I would be in heart break like Chase? I don't know what I would do without you." With that said he walked out, leaving me alone.

That was the first time I cried at the pack house, and the first time I cried because of Carter.

I didn't go to dinner. But when It was late at night a knock erupted from the door. My mothers head poked in. She saw me in tears and rushed in.

"Rebecca? What's wrong?" She said concern laced in her voice.

"I messed up mom. I messed up bad." I said while wiping my tears with the back of my head.

"Oh, sweety!" She came over and rapped me up in a hug. She waited until I stopped crying before she left me to rest.

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It had been a couple of days. I haven't seen Carter since that day and It kills me.

"Becca!! Do you wanna play Barbies?" Sage yelled from the other side of the door. I didn't say anything and I knew it hurt her but I wasn't in the mood.

Carter moved rooms because he needs time, but I think that was enough time. I was growing weak and lonely.

"Becca!! When are you coming out?" I heard sage yell. I didn't answer.

"When can we play Barbies? Rebecca?" I could hear her shuffling.

"Okay, I'll come back later I guess. Should I bring my Barbies?" I didn't answer to that question either. I could hear her soft footsteps growing farther and farther away.

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I was hungry.

I was thirsty.

Being cooped up in that room is bothering me. I slowly opened the door and walked out. Tip toeing to the kitchen, making sure nobody's there before entering.

I open the fridge and the bright light hurts my eyes, given that it was twelve O'clock at night. I grabbed some food and the milk while closing the fridge. I turned around and who I saw scared me.

All of my emotions flooding at me all at once. Carter stood there looking as stunned as I.

"Hey." He said whilst rubbing the back of his neck.

I didn't say anything and just sat down the table, my back facing him.

"So I didn't see you in a while."

"Yeah, I know, you needed time." I said.

"Yeah I did." He nodded as he sat down next to me. "Im sorry for over reacting. I understand you didn't mean to do it, you weren't thinking." He smiled at me.

I couldn't believe it, we are gonna be okay.

Yay! My wolf said happily.

He gripped my hand in his and kissed the top of my head. I smiled.

We are normal again.

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A/N:

Hey! So here is this Chapter!;)

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~Kerin~