I'm with you | seulrene

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Seulgi

Sooyoung happily took Seulgi's hand and walked away from the dorm.

Seulgi can't help but smile at how Sooyoung looked so happy while holding her hand tightly.

The day is so bright and Seulgi can feel the wind's freshness when it touches her skin.

"You really want to get out," Seulgi stated making Sooyoung stop swinging their hands together while walking on the side of the road.

"Because you rarely go out with me anymore Seulgi unnie." Sooyoung pouted and Seulgi's smile vanished when she heard it.

She saw the longingness in Park Sooyoung's eyes.

"Sorry, Sooyoung. I'm just busy nowadays." Seulgi reasoned out that when she realizes that Sooyoung is right, she rarely goes out with her members anymore.

Sooyoung rolled her eyes upon seeing Seulgi hides her phone behind her white short back pocket, she was trying to make Sooyoung's assumption a lie.

"Hmp! You are just busy texting someone else that's why you forgot about me."

Seulgi can't say anything but give Sooyoung an awkward laugh because somehow it was right. She has a lot of things going through her life and Seulgi doesn't know if she can open it to anyone right now.

"But that's Irene unnie, She texted me that we should go home before dinner." Seulgi open the message that she received from Joohyun and face it to Sooyoung.

"But I want to spend more time with you and I don't want to eat Joohyun unnie's food today." Seulgi laughs at how silly Sooyoung is when Joohyun is not around but the formerly titled maknae is always afraid when their Leader starts to get angry.

"I would ask Joohyun unnie to cook our food every day." She teased Sooyoung and earn a light hit to her shoulder.

Seulgi just laughs like she always does because she rather finds her members funny and cute than annoying. Her members are so important to her that she can't give the heart to tell them her problems and complications for them not to get worried and stressed about it. She doesn't want to bother them because she also knows that they have their issues and problems to manage and fix.

"You know you can always tell us your problem Seulgi unnie." And just like what Seulgi's thinking about not stressing her members, Her members knew and felt it after all.

Sooyoung took her hand again but this time Sooyoung decided to play with her fingers while looking at her unnie worriedly.

Seulgi didn't smile this time and she avoided Sooyoung's questioning and worried gaze.

They all knew and felt Seulgi's absence for the past few weeks but the older girl still can't have the courage to tell them what she's up to.

Her heart is in chaos and she doesn't know if she can fix it all by herself.

Seulgi took her phone out again, it's the only thing that can make her sane but at the same time, it only brings conflicts to her peaceful and contented life.

She opened a certain message and see a conversation she's always reading every night but now she decided something that maybe can change and bring her back to her old self.

Seulgi decided that it was time for her to move forward so, she thinks that deleting the memories from her phone inbox together with the owner's mobile will make a difference.

Delete? Deleted.

Seconds later after Seulgi deleted everything, the text, chats, and calls she saw an unread message coming from another familiar mobile number.

And Seulgi! I'm not busy anymore.

— baechu 🐰

She doesn't know why but her heart skip a beat and she is smiling like crazy.

Maybe it's the right choice after all.