part 1 : au revoir ma mere

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Funeral :

"Dear mom , j'taime, I love you. You caried me for 9 months . You have been with me since day one and untill now . They say you will recognise all the things that where done for you when it's gone . Mom I never said I appreciated you . And I am deeply sorry for that and I know it's a little to late . But mom I love you . And I appreciate everything you did for me I know life is not gonna be as it always used to be . I won't have you , I'm still have dad but its not the same .And I know you are up there watching my back . But I don't want you to watch my back from there but from here . And I know that ain't possible.  But a girl can wish . And I know I wasn't the best or easiest daughter to have . And I am sorry but i just want to know . Was I good enough when you think about me do you cry or do you smile.  Do you hate my stupid actions . Was I good enough to be your daughter . And I just want to say I am sorry. And most people who s mom has died died from and illness. But you just died . No heads up just dead once and for all .And now it's a little to late for all this sorrow guilt and love . Rest in peace mama ,my beloved mama

Yeah my mom is dead. And this is the beginning of the story of my now f*cked up life.

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