I wake up and Brendon is not there. I look around but don't see a note. I get out of bed and change everything. I put on underwear and another hoodie. I walk towards the door and hear Brendon talking to someone.
B: no I refuse to go. I'm not leaving her. I can not and will not leave her!
I can tell he is a little upset and angry.
There is a soft voice on the phone and he yells again.
B:If she can't go im not going!
I decide to walk out and see what's going on.
He looks over at me. He is very tense and frustrated. He soften when I walked towards him.
B: I'll call you later.
And he hung up.
L:baby who was that?
I sat on his lap because he was on the couch.
He sighed.
B: it was Logan. He is going to Hawaii but I told him I'm not going without you.
L: baby I'll be fine.
B: no you won't. Your dad is still out there and leaving you for 2 weeks is not ok.
L:Well, then I don't know but I promise I'll be ok.
B: no I won't go because your not.
L:make sure Logan's ok with is because it's your job to record him and stuff like that.
B: I know. It bothers me to leave you.
L: I'll ask Logan if I could have you here for a few days and then you can go.
B: LYDIA LISTEN IM NOT GOING WITHOUT YOU!
I get upset when he yelled. I ran to my room crying. I slam the door shut and lay on my bed.
B:Babe open up... I'm sorry for yelling.
I keep the door shut and yell at him.
L: BRENDON PLEASE STOP. Leave me be....... please.
I heard him sigh and walk away.
I hate when people raise there voice. I sob into the pillow and cry myself to sleep.
I wake up and see Brendon with his arm around me. I don't know how he got in because I locked the door. I forget about that and kiss him on the head. I get out from under his arms. I head over to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and see my cheeks are red and puffy from crying. I wash my face and brush my teeth. I put my hair into a messy ponytail because I don't feel like doing my hair. I walk back out still in the hoodie from yesterday. I walk out of our room and see Logan on the couch.
L:Logan....
He jumps up and almost falls on his face.
Lp: wow what. Oh hey Lydia.
L: why are you here Logan.
Lp: oh I wanted to tell Brendon that he doesn't have to go to Hawaii I have stuff planned.
L:oh okay. I'll let him know.
Lp: okay thanks Lydia.
L: no problem.
I give him a hug and he leaves. I close the door and lock it and feel a hand squeeze my butt. I turn around and see Brendon.
B: hey Baby.
He says in very raspy
L: you not going to Hawaii.
B: Said who.
L: Logan just came over.
B: good now some alone time with you.
He picks me up and carries me to our room.
L:Haha Brendon calm down.
B: I love you
L: I love you too.
2weeks later
We just finished eating and went to our room.We lay down on the bed. He is laying flat while I have my legs over his and my head to his shoulder. His hand is on my thigh and mine are around him.
He kisses my head and squeezes my thigh. He moves his hand up slowly and squeezes every so often. He makes his way up to my panties.
L:b-Brendon I'm not ready.
B: okay ok sorry.
He moves his hand away and shifts so he can't face me. I feel bad for this but I'm just not ready. I give him a kiss on the head and walk out of the room. I go to the couch and text Ayla.
L:hey Ayla you awake...
A: yeah what's up
L: well, Brendon wanted to yanow and I told him I wasn't ready so I feel like he's upset with me.
A: no he is just horny and wants to show you some good love.
L: should I let him. I seen his boner but I feel like I'm just not ready.
A: do what makes you feel okay.
L: okay thanks Ayla I'll text you later.
A: byee
I get up and walk back into our room. I see Brendon facing the ceiling. I walk over to him straddling his hips.
L: hey baby I'm sorry about earlier.
I grind my hips up trying to act like I'm getting comfortable.
B:mmm I-it's Okay
L: sorry I'm trying to get comfortable
I grind my hips back and forth again.
B:mmmm how about you j-just lay down.
L: okay.
I hope off of him and see his eyes fill with lust as my hoodie rides up and my ass.
He slaps it and I fall into my back.
B: I'm not showing any mercy baby gurl. You have been very very bad.
L:y-yes daddy
He pulls me by my hips getting closer to him. He pulls off my underwear and takes off my hoodie.
L: please t-take it easy.
He just looks up at me as he gets closer to my heat. He slowly licked up my folds, sucking at random moments. I moaned as his hand made its way inside of me. He added a second finger.
L: fuck baby please.
He kept going faster and added a third and a fourth finger.
L: I'm gonna cum.
B: cum for me baby girl.
He moved them faster as I came in his finger. He pulls them out and licks me clean.
Brendon takes off his pants and shirt along with his boxers.
B: are you okay with this.
L: I don't know.
He looks at me and kisses my lips and slowly enters me.
L:STOP.
He stops and rubs my stomach and legs.
B: you okay.
L:yes. Move please.
He thrusted slow at first and went faster.
L: come on daddy faster please mmm.
He pulls out and pulls me back in hitting my g-spot.
L: fuck baby right there.
He thrusted in and out abusing the same area. I felt that familiar knot appear in my stomach.
L: I'm so close baby.
B: come on me baby.
He thrusted once more and I moan out as he continued thrusting.
B: I'm almost there.
He pulled out and back in once more and came.
He liked me clean and I cleaned him up. He lays beside me and wraps his arm around me.
L: I love you
B: I love you too.
He kisses my neck and we both fall asleep.
