My insecurites

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Trigger Warning // Insecurities, Lack of self love

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My insecurities –

start from the

top of my head

and

end at the

bottom of my toes.


My insecurities –

eat me

alive

at night

and during

the day.


My insecurities –

hardly ever

take a break

before they

break me

into a puddle

of

"I don't wanna

be here"

and

"I am not good

enough."


My insecurities –

tell me

my ass is not

big enough,

not firm enough;

my eyes are not

the shade they

should be to

be able to

stop someone in

their tracks;

my body is

not where it

needs to be to be

jaw dropping,

            my waist too wide,

            my stomach too curved,

            my hips too wide,

            my thighs too much jiggle,

            my breast too low.


My insecurities –

tell me my attitude

is a turn-off;

I am too loud,

too brazen,

too much for someone to love.


My insecurities –

can fuck off.

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Start Date: February 9, 2018

End Date: February 9, 2018

Total Word Count: 145

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