Diary's twenty sixth page. (I AM DONE WITH IT)

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26.10.1988:

Im missing Muraad alot.. I sometimes literally want to hold that gun and point it towards my own head and shoot myself... I hate my life.. I always wanted to be a famous personality , A person who is popular among the country.. each amd every person will know me...they wanted to take my autographs....!!
But sadly i dont think im gonna be that kind of person..because whenever i tries to do something different , or even a normal thing, people start talking about me in a bad way...
If my father is missing or he's a wanted personality....Is this my mistake!!!!
If my mother married to another man after my Dad got missing....Is this my mistake!!!!
If my cousin murdered his wife...Is this my mistake!!!!
If there is a possibility that my father was murdered....Is that my mistake!!!!

Yes !!!! Yes !!!! Yes !!!!
The people think its my mistake...because they treat me like that.

But actually its not..
my only mistake is taking birth in this house..my only mistake is living a life i never dreamt of...

I know this is a huge decision but i dont want to live in this house ...im going to run away from this house..I'll leave this house tomorrow...because im done with these people...

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