Miss, I need to feed the chicken!

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Miss, I need to feed the chicken!

'Miss' you said,

'Miss, I need to feed the chicken,

my mother wants the chicken to be fed'

You were so agitated,

worrying about those chicken

that I felt the need

to calm you down.

I told you that the chicken

have already been fed.

'Thank you Anne' you said

with thin, cracked lips.

I didn't have the heart

to tell you that Anne

died four years ago.

I just enjoyed the familiar warmth

of your wrinkled hands

holding mine, like

winter embracing spring.

It reminded me of how you used

to guide my hand, as you

taught me how to write

and the proud glimpse in your

loving eyes, as I scribbled your name

for the first time.

You kept smiling at me

with pure love,

love meant for your sister Anne.

I just wish I could tell you

how much I missed you.

I just wanted to hug you

and be enfolded in your arms,

just once again.

But you don't like to be touched

by strangers.

A stranger that is all I am.

Obliterated by this haze of gray.

You have been stripped of all

the memories we once shared

but I'll remember them for both of us.

Gently I whispered

'I love you, gramps'

You didn't say it back

like you always used to do.

Instead a puzzled look spread

on your face and you told me

'Miss, I need to feed the chicken'

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