Raegan
A month had passed since Meghan popped up with Kiyanne. I had yet to meet her though due to me spending the last few weeks at my mothers house I'd been telling Nahsir that I was busy helping my mom start her new restaurant and help with the kids which was true but I was also avoiding him. I knew the feelings I had about this whole situation were selfish and I was afraid being around him Kiyanne ms.may who loved her new grandchild and Meghan I would eventually blow up. While I held no ill feelings towards nahsirs child I did feel some way about everyone just acting like Blessed never existed. I decided it was best I avoided the whole situation but today I found the courage to come to nahsirs house and tell him how I felt especially since I knew ms.may was out spending the day with my mom. I didn't know what I expected to be the outcome of this talk but I had to get it off my chest. Fetching my key out of my purse I let myself in it felt weird being here in this place I once considered my home. Hearing the a movie blast from the theater room I headed that way it was dark besides the lights from the screen. I spotted only a small body covered in a big pink fluffy cover from the top I seen a small head with wild curls all over the place.
"Hi" I surprised myself when the word left my lips. Turning her head to where I stood I couldn't help but smile Nahsir was right she was his child. She was an exact replica of Nahsir just smaller kinda like what Blessed look liked but instead of the pink plump lips kiyanne and Nahsir shared my babies lips were purple.
"Hi" her sweet voice pulls me from my thoughts. I walked further in the theater room taking the seat next to her. We both stated not saying anything
"Hey.. I know you" she says
"You do?"
"Yea you're my baby sister Blessed's mommy" she gleefully shouts "my daddy showed me the picture of you him and blessed at the hospital on the day my sister went to heaven"
"Thank you for giving me a sister even though I didn't meet her" she rambles on "daddy got me this necklace with her in it so she's always with me" she explains as she struggles to open the locket around her neck that held a small picture of my baby
"Why you crying ms.raegan?" She reaches up and wipes my eyes making me chuckle
"Idk ima cry baby. Can I have a hug?" I ask feeling the need to embrace her. Idk how I could be so silly to think the thoughts I've been thinking
Yes blessing had another daughter but he'd never forget Blessed
After releasing her from a hug I asked where her daddy was
"I think he went back to sleep. I been sick all week so I've been staying with daddy while my mom works and I got him sick"
"You hungry?" I ask
"Yesss" she dramatically says making me laugh
"Ok let's go make you and your daddy some lunch"
Nahsir
Hearing music blasting in my kitchen I started panicking yes I had fell asleep while watching Kiy but I had set it in my mind it would be a quick little nap looking at the watch on my wrist I noticed I been sleep for about an hour and a half
"Kiy!" I shouted as I ran towards the kitchen. Stopping dead in my tracks I was surprised to see rae here over the sink washing dishes while Kiy sat on the kitchen island stuffing her face with chicken tacos
"Good afternoon daddy" Kiy spoke with a mouth full getting Rae's attention. She looked over to me with a warm smile
"You hungry?" She ask not giving me a chance to reply she grabbed a plate out the microwave and begin to add on the shit I like on my tacos
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After we finished eating we watched a movie and than kiyanne retired to her room for a nap making this the perfect time for rae and I to talk. Ever since Meghan popped up I sensed the drift between rae and I but I wanted to give her her space before I said anything
"I missed you" I admit to her before placing what seems like the billionth kiss on her lips since she's been here
"I missed you too" she admits as she rest her head on my shoulder
"You gone tell me wassup or you want me to guess"
"Idk I was being childish and I just felt like with kiyanne coming around it was like Blessed never existed to you"
"I'd never forget about her"
"And I know that now" she tells me "and I'm sorry for ignoring you instead of just telling you how I felt. I knew you were happy about getting to know your daughter and I didn't wanna bring any bad vibes to that"
"You ain't ever gotta feel like there's nothing you can't talk to me about Alright"
"Ok" she nods
"We good now?"
"Yea.. well I was... so I have to be worried about Meghan do you have any feelings for her? I don't know what you guys had but just the way you trusted her -"
"Meghan and I ain't never been more than just friends. I love you and I wanna spend the rest of my life with you" I tell her
"Like what you wanna marry me?" She jokes making herself laugh.
I reach my hand into my pocket grabbing the box I've been holding onto for a while now. Opening I reveal the ring
"That's exactly what I mean"
"Omg! Nahsir stop playing with me!"
"I don't do this shit for play" I say quoting her favorite Friday movie making her laugh
"Raegan you wanna be mrs.scott?"
"Yess" she shouts while snatching the ring out my hand sliding it on her finger herself
"Eager ain't we" I joke
"Hell yea ever since ms.may came to me showing me a ring talking bout you was finna propose I been waiting after a while I was like maybe it wasn't for me. But this a different ring it's bigger and better I love it baby thank you" She rambles before kissing my lips
