The babysitter

Heal

The hot water soothes his body as I kneel at the side of the bath with nothing but sadness in my broken heart as I look at his beaten face and sore body that I fear to touch in case of causing him even the slightest pain. "I could have lost you",I whisper as I run my hands over the bubbles that paint his chest ,not finding it within me to be angry at him for leaving me. "Why did you do it Michael?",I cry silently as I run my fingers over his jawline and into his wet curls , his soap lathered hands rubbing up my arm soothingly as he lets out a broken sigh. "I did it because I love you ... I want to see you happy",he speaks sadly ,his eyes have lost their shine and glow just like I know his heart has. "What about you and what you want? You never think about yourself",I sob as I take my hands away  from him ,watching his lips quiver at the loss of my touch. "I want you. That's all I want",he says seriously as he looks into my eyes and grabs my hands back in his that splash out from the water of the bath that I ran for his aching bones. "Don't you get it Eva? There is nothing I want that isn't you".

Daylight pours into the room ,clinging to everything it can to light it up as I lay beside his pained form that lay uncomfortably ,neither of our eyes closed once in the night for reasons so similar I'm sure. "Where does it hurt?",I whisper against the skin of his shoulder as I lay a sweet kiss upon it , his loose hair still damp from the bath when it tickles my cheek. "Everywhere",he speaks elegantly as he turns his head to look upon me ,our noses touching at the tips. "I'm sorry",I sigh shakily for all of this is my fault , the suffering I cause his once pure heart is down to me , the smile I have taken from his face because of me. "For what? You didn't do this",he whispers as he turns on his side with a pained expression and a grunt ,his hand holding his stomach as he leans up on his elbow as if it's a horrific task for him to do. "Don't you dare blame yourself for what he's done to you ,none of this was asked for okay? Tell me you understand that Eva? Tell me you'll let this be in your past because starting from this day .... baby you're free",he speaks so poetically when stroking the back of his fingers over my face so delicately ,his eyes wide and full of seriousness although the deep purple bruise and slash upon his eye distracts me greatly for I never want to see him in any means of pain. "Okay",I whisper against his fingers as he brushes them over my lips ,"say it for me",he smiles sweetly ,the cut on his lip at the threat of bleeding if he smiles any wider ,realising that no matter how much pain he may be in ,he still finds a reason to smile and I've come to know that his reason is me. "Im free Michael , I'm free",I quiver for those words have never sounded better or meant anything until now. He runs his hands down the side of my body that touches his only delicately for I fear of hurting his brittle form with even a slight touch ,his lips press to mine gently for I can imagine the bruised lump upon it being ever so agonising for him. His hands hold a firm grip on my behind as he pulls me tightly to him making him grunt for I press against his aching stomach and throbbing rib cage. "Baby stop",I whisper as he kisses along my neck with passion and want but not wanting to hurt him. "You're going to hurt yourself",I shudder as his member feels so good as it presses to my thigh with it's hard state. "I can't tell you how much I love waking up to you every morning ... I dont know how I'll cope when I have to-",he begins but I cut him off for I can't bare the words nor the thought of what he was about to say ,"don't say it",I whimper as his hands glide up and down my back and over my naked behind where I arch my back ,causing him to reach his hand down further and settle between my legs from behind where he slips a finger against my wetness for just looking at him has a ridiculous effect upon my body. "Michael",I shake as I press my behind to his hand as I arch my back in delight although all I can think about is hurting him and if I'm causing him discomfort. He removes his hand from between my warmth ,turning to lay on his back as I press my hands softly to his chest making him lick his lips for I want to give him everything he wants ,whenever he wants it. I sit up on my knees beside him where I cross a leg over his thighs and straddle his lap without putting my weight upon him for I panic of damaging his already broken body. "Ah my sweet Baby",he moans as he views my naked body that sits atop his ,his member solid with its arousal making me ache looking upon it for I can't help but thinking of what pleasure it brings to me with its almighty length and girth that I still cannot become adjusted to after all the times we've made love. "I don't  want to hurt you",I whisper rather timidly as I stroke my hands down his tensed stomach that bruises in certain areas ,"you could never hurt me",he speaks so gently as he pulls on my hips ,lifting my behind from his thighs as I hover over his member that sits against his stomach with burning arousal for I can see how much he needs this. "Baby",he moans as I take ahold of his slick solid penis , positioning it at my awaiting entrance before sliding myself down upon him. "Mmmm",he moans in a strained way as if he's been waiting for it. I breathe heavily just by the way he sits still within my throbbing domain ,unmoving for I care for his body with such gentleness. My mouth hangs open as he slides his hand down from my hip and against my womanhood where he circles his thumb over my aching bud ,immediately having me whimpering and moaning his name that I wish to have imprinted in my mind forever and always...