40 | The Missing Parts Of My Soul

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I'm sad again.
In that way that I feel like I'm not whole.
Like I'm missing something I don't know.
Or someone.
Like I'm missing parts of me I didn't know I have.
I'm here but I'm not.
My mind is somewhere out there with a faceless nameless kindred soul.
Is it weird that I can feel someone I don't know?
And miss it terribly to the point where I physically hurt.
This emptiness...it's so big.
Bigger than me, and it creeps up on me.
Because my day was great.
But my nights are riddled with gray holes.
Where nothing makes sense.
And I miss this unknown person the most.
I'm confused, because how can you miss something you never had?
I don't know but,
I'm just...
I'm just so sad.

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A/N ugh! I hate when this happens.
Like sometimes I just get so sad. And I miss something terribly, like to the point where I feel it like a big ass hole in my chest.
Like I've been shot, or had something ripped from inside me.
It sounds awful,
Cause it is.
That's when I believe in reincarnation most, or fate, and star crossed lovers.
Cause I don't know how something like this is possible.
Ugh.
I'm out here missing someone I don't know...
How wonderful :/

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