Alone || Young K

One.

Your mom called today. She asked me to go to your old place because she found out, while grabbing some stuff, something you left for me.

I must admit that i was surprised when i heard her calling me.

I must admit that her words surprised me a lot.

What did you leave in your room that was so important?

Did you leave something for her too?

She said to me it was a letter. She didn't read it but still is undeniable how much this hurts her. She couldn't hide how much she misses you.   

And so do I.

Stupid.

You are leaving me without answers, but a bunch of questions. And I desperately want you back.

Please, come back. 

I need you back.

  Why am I alone?

Among all the people surrounding meI'm all alone, I need someone I need someone right now  

Is there a person who can accept me? Is anyone here?

I need someone to hold me, please.

I feel like I'm drowning. It's so dark and I can't see a thing. I can't hear anything, there is no sound. I can't feel nothing else but pain.

As I am keeping my silence, I've let everyone go. Family, friends, you.

I don't think this is right and there's a siren singing in my head. 

I need to do something, Younghyun. I can't handle this anymore.

I am a horrible mess.

And I'm sorry in advantance for the pain I might cause.

Just please know that you're not responsible for this. You have always been enough. 

And I've loved you, I love you.

But the one who's not enough is me.

I'm sorry for doing this.

Keep living. Find love and happiness.

Do that, for us.