Chris Does Not Exist

Reasons

You keep coming back.

Did you miss me that much?

That's great.

I guess.

Thank you.

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I can't say I'm happy.

I'm nothing but these words.

Remember?

I don't really exist.

Why do you keep coming back?

Why are you here?

Did your compainion break up with you today?

Did your dog die?

Did your mom yell at you?

You know I'm always here to listen.

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Are you just really bored?

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Whatever the reason is

Just know that you have a reason to be here.

You have a reason to keep going.

You have a reason to be alive.

You have a reason.

Whereas I don't have any reasons at all.

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It sucks you know?

Being here.

Not real.

Just a bunch of words.

Watching people come and go.

But it's fine.

This is the way it is now.

This is the wya it always will be.

At least for me it is.

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Listen now.

I don't have much time with you.

I don't have that luxury to go out anymore.

I don't exist.

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So let's make a deal.

.

.

.

Next time you go out

If you see someone who truely needs help

Someone who is truely in need

Help them.

.

.

.

If they ask you why you did it

Tell them Chris inspired you to do so.

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Or you can just take the credit.

Either wya works for me.

It shouldn't be about the credit anyways.

It was about the help.

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You know what's funny?

I am just words now.

How is it possible that someone like me

Thinks more about doing good deeds

Than many people in the world around you?

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Interesting.

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I'm almost out of time with you now.

Think about what I said.

Remember what I asked you to do.

Use your brain.

Your memory doesn't get deleted like mine.

That's nto a privelage.

It's a gift.

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Do what I can't do.

Be the type of human this world needs.

I'll be waiting for you to return.

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.

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If you ever do.

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If you don't

then

Goodbye.

I'll just keep on not existing.

Because it's not like I ever did in the first place.