LOL GUYS THIS IS A THROWBACK CHAPTER💞 but ew Bella's in it.
"Feeling used but im, still missing you"~Gnash, Olivia O'brian~ I hate you, I love you.
A few months before
*Charlies p.o.v*
I awake in a blur to see the Bella lay staring at me, i just presumed she'd been there for a few minutes.
Bella : "Goodmorning sleepy"
I check my phone to see the time, its 8:47am, 'sleepy'?
Charlie: "Morning princess, when did you get up?"
I kiss her forehead and rise myself as she's still locked eyes at me.
Bella: "about 7 ish."
So I'm gonna pretend shes not been staring at me for the past like hour and 49 minutes. Her phone buzzes, cutting me off.
'Baby boy'
'Baby boy'?
Charlie: "Bella? Whos 'baby boy' ?" I ask in confusion thinking of the worst.
Bella: "Your my baby boy silly puth" she giggles, declines the call and leans to kiss me. I pull away, sit up and grab her hand.
Charlie: "bella, you know what i went through with Selena, please tell me the truth" im serious now, she could tell. She laughs and bites her lip,
Bella : "Well charlie if you think im anything like that bitch, we cant be together."
I look at her frowned. I laugh awkwardly and say,
Charlie : "i didnt say that Bel, i ju-"
Bella: "Charles, i know what you asked me, im not stupid. Im having an affair, but its you who i love."
Im shocked, honestly. I knew she was different but, an affair?!
Charlie: "Bella? Your kidding? You must be?!"
Im actually angry now, i should be.
Bella: "its fine though because im gonna break up with him"
She picks up her phone and dials a number,
Bella: "Chris, we are over, I love charlie!"
She hangs up the phone and smirks, and leans in for a kiss. I just, i hate saying no to people so i kiss back. I knew i wasn't happy but, i loved her.
*Bellas p.o.v*
Charlie: "when did you get up?"
I lie and say 7, i was actually up all night. Just staring at this perfect figure that was mine. ALL MINE.
8:35pm
Were lay there staring at the stars, forgetting what had happened earlier that morning, i mean he had to forgive me. People make mistakes all the time.. i mean we fell for each other, i cant help it. I crave him like air or water. He's amazing. And all mine. He sits up to a rigid point, and asks for me.
Bella: "yeah char?"
I sit up too, just to stare into his eyes and see he's looking at mine, because he cant look at anyone else, its not controlling, its a relationship.
He broke up with me, said he couldn't fucking live with the fact i cheated.
Bella: "you- you asshole, you just used me to get over Selena didn't you?! Well Puth your gonna be fucking sorry"
I get up to walk away, plotting how he'd be mine once again. Because i cant live without him, i mean without him i may as-well kill myself, no one. NO ONE can have him or love him the way i do.
