Go Away

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~Mark~
It's Wednesday, Tuesday was so bad. I had woken up to like 5 missed calls from my dad, called him back, he didn't answer, once i was hanging out with bambam, he fucking calls back and yells at me for the dumbest reason. I got overwhelmed and left Bambam's house, he kept calling my name but I wasn't gonna just tell him. He texted me And kept asking if i was okay. I didn't respond. What if he overheard my conversation? What if he actually doesn't really want to hang out with me? Gosh when did i become so clingy. These thoughts make my head hurt.

KunKun✌🏻5!!

He keeps texting me. It's getting annoying. I finally decided to open his messages

KunKun✌🏻: Hyung what happened? You kind of just left abruptly

KunKun✌🏻: did i do something wrong..?

KunKun✌🏻: if i did then I'm sorry..

KunKun✌🏻: or is it because I'm annoying? I'm really sorry, I don't mean to cling to you.. i just don't really have any real friends besides you.. but i guess it's okay.. I always end up annoying my friends and making them leave..

KunKun✌🏻: I'm sorry, i'll stop texting you now..

I bit my lip. Does he really think that? Now i feel like an asshole. "way to go Mark" i mumble sarcastically to myself.

~BamBam~
I sniffle as i enter the school, running to the restrooms and entering them, going to the sink and noticing how red my eyes got from crying. I don't understand why is hurts this much.. i guess it's because Mark is my only real friend i got and that I've only told him about my dad. He's someone i can trust. It hurts thinking I probably annoyed him. But he never said anything about me being annoying, he lets me be myself, even if it makes him angry, he only smiles at me. I find it cute. But i guess it could be fake.. i wipe away the tears that came because someone entered the restrooms. "Bambam?" I look over and it's Youngjae. "O-Oh hey hyung! Sorry if you were looking for me, i was just freshening up, but I'm done now" I make up a random excuse and smile at Youngjae. He tilted his head "have you been crying?" "What? No! Of course not, I'm just sick! Yeah sick.." i lie. He comes closer but i step back. "You are.. why? What's wrong? Did something happen?" "N-No! I'm fine haha, let's just go back outside" i try to walk past him but he grabbed my arm "Bambam something's wrong, why won't you talk to me?" "Youngjae.. i.." i sigh and look down. "So you were crying.." i nod. "Why did you lie?" "C-Cause I didn't want to bother you with my problems.." I manage to say as i feel a lump forming in my throat, wanting to cry again. I feel so weak. "Come on, we can skip first period" Youngjae said and pulled his phone out to do something before putting it away and grabbing my hand. "W-Where are we going?" I ask. "Eh, doesn't matter" Youngjae shrugged and dragged me out the restroom.

We walked off campus and walked to a near by ice cream shop. "So what's wrong?" Youngjae asked. "Well.. yesterday i was hanging out with Mark.. he then got a call and got upset.. then he didn't say anything and just left.. i tried texting him what's wrong and he only left me on read the first time.. i started to think bad thoughts like maybe he thinks I'm annoying or maybe he just doesn't like me anymore.. so i texted him a couple more times, just in case he would answer but he never did.. so I apologized to him and stopped texting him" i say and stare at my ice cream.
"I see.. maybe.. maybe that's not the case? Because he always seems to hang out with you, and you only, which is rare for him to do. I don't know him for that long but i know he doesn't really hang out with people, i guess you're special, to him, and maybes that call was a family member and something happened" Youngjae said softly. I look up at him while blushing. "Y-You think I'm special to him?" "Of course, you don't notice it but he always makes sure you are okay, makes sure Kakuji doesn't try anything, makes sure you are comfortable, if anything it looks like you guys are dating" Youngjae said. I shake my head "w-we aren't.." "do you like him?" Youngjae asked.