Poem - Poetry

Cruel World

“As the world is cruel
I feel shallow
Swallowing the words that want to be spoken
Speaking words that could only leave scars to anyone's heart
So does mine
Feeling shallow but I just stay low
Don't talk about sadness cause all I want is happiness
But this sickness is making me dizzy
Can hardly breathe, like my lungs are stiff
I am cold to the feeling
I feel lost to confusion
I feel burden but what is the conclusion?
Give me an explanation so I can understand what we have planted in the soil that the roots turned dead
Connecting to the life of nature that is called flower
Now all I see is a dead flower that can never get any care no more
I just need to know more
But can you see the world like I see it
Can you understand the situation that I am in and tell me why
Why am I heaving weight on my shoulders
The heart that beats too fast and can barely breathe cause I can barely have air
Just then I am like the flower that is dead
Torn inside and soon outside
Cause nobody will understand inside till it shows outside
But it already ended
It feels better that it ended
My life ended and the feeling has faded
Thoughts faded
And I don't need to worry about anything even my breathe that had a hard time breathing
Just end it and I know everyone will continue
The world will continue
Cause the world is cruel”