Jimin's life

Life goes on ( New Chapter )

Baekhyun P.O.V

Standing in front of my window looking at the sunrise makes me feel so sad.

This had been my new thing to do, Jimin always loved the sunrise because he always said that it means a new day started and along with it a new adventure is waiting for him.

It has been a very long month, every time I close my eyes I see his pale face and lifeless eyes looking at me.

Nightmares had become my terror as they visits me daily and even if I just close my eyes for a small nap.

Everyone is worried about me but I can't shake off the guilt I'm feeling.

What if I refused to join exo in the tour ?

What if I took him with me?

What if I let him stay at a hospital?

What if I asked my parents to take care of him?

What if I arrived earlier?

Would he still be alive?

Would he still be with us now?

Would he hate me for making him live with BTS?

Tears fell down my face as many thoughts kept running inside of my head making me grip it in pain.

I didn't realize that I was screaming from pain till I felt arms hugging me tightly and whispering that everything will be fine, that none of this is my fault, and with that my eyes close and darkness envolves me.

Kai P.O.V  ( 😎 )

I feel sad as I see the state Baekhyun hyung is in, his pain over losing Jimin.

Jimin is my friend, he had always been very supportive and very friendly.

He is very kind, you would never find someone with a golden heart like him, he never blames anyone and is always so forgiven.

I have always wondered how could such a person exists in a cruel world like ours.

Also it breaks my heart along with the rest of exo as we see how depressed Baekhyun hyung has become, how he is tortured by nightmares and guilt even when we tried to tell him that it isn't his fault.

Taemin hyung is also suffering and blaming himself.

He locked himself in his room for two weeks and had to be rushed into the hospital because of how sick he got and how neglectful he was to himself.

Fortunately he is doing better now but he got more quite and doesn't leave his place very much, only when it is important and unavoidable.

I hope that both of them will get to move on from this, because if they wouldn't I can't guarantee that they would be able to continue living and that's what scares me the most.

One thing that angers me is how BTS seems to just go on with their lives!

They are nearly finished with a new album! Like how can you even do it! He was one of you!

They never answer any question about Jimin, and just continue he was never one of them.

Also the amount of hate Jimin got even after he died disgusts me, how could people be so cruel to an angel like Jimin.

BTS lost many fans due to this, many left the fandom because they couldn't understand how anyone would be able to say such things about Jimin.

Unfortunately the relationship between Baekhyun hyung and Jimin had been revealed, and if it wasn't enough, Baekhyun hyung got hate and death threats because he was the cousin of that freak.

I look up as I hear the door of Baekhyun hyung room opens just to see Chanyeol hyung.

" How is he hyung?  " I ask

" He isn't fine, all of this is hurting him way too much "

" But what can we do? " Chen hyung asks?

" I don't know...I Don't know "

With that we all stop talking and wait.

Half an hour later, the subject of our discussion comes to the living room and lays on the couch putting his head on Minseok hyung lap.

" I'm sorry that you have to see me like this everyone "

" Shhh, don't you dare and apologise. We will support you till the end of the world. " Suho hyung says

" Thank you so much "

Before anyone could say anything the door bell rings and Sehun goes to open it, moments later we hear a loud gasp and as we look to see what's going on all of us can't believe what we are seeing.

There in front of us is a very wounded and nearly unrecognizable but clearly still alive Jimin.

" Bae...Baekhyun hy...hyung....pl...please hel....help me "

This seems to make all of us move but no one is faster than Baekhyun hyung,  he holds Jimin face delicately, before hugging him and crying.

" Oh My God! You are here! You are still alive! I can't believe all of this, please tell me that this isn't a dream, please God don't make this a dream and if it is please don't wake me up from it "

" I'm he..here hyung....I...I...please hyung...don...don't lea...leave me alone "

" I would never! Never again! Never again! I promise you that I will keep you safe with me from now on "

" Th..thank you hyung...thank you....I...Knew...tha..that I can trust you "

With these last words he collapsed and Baekhyun hyung started to panic but Suho hyung took care of everything.

Our private doctor was called and told about the situation, we knew that he is very trustworthy so we weren't afraid of him telling anyone.

As he finished taking care of Jimin, I was asked to call Taemin hyung and ask him to come without telling him anything.

Just as the doctor finished Taemin hyung came and as soon as he saw who was on the bed he fell down on the floor crying.

" Jimin! My Jimin is alive! How could this be true? Please don't let this be a dream "

" It isn't hyung, he is here and now we are waiting for him to wake up so we can understand what is happening. " I say to him as I help him stand up and walk to where Jimin is sleeping on Baekhyun big bed.

We decide to leave the three of them to sleep peacefully for the first time in a very long time.

Please God make them happy again.

Sooooooo this is the new chapter .
Hope you liked it 😎😎😎
I hope that it was worth the long waiting...
Lots of love to you
Lulu