forever & always (MATTHEW ESPINOSA)

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songs listened to while writing this was;

-Brooklyn Baby by lana del rey

-shades of cool by lana del rey

-blood bank by Bon iver

-let's get lost by g-eazy

this is my first time writing so if you can help me and spread the word about my book I would thank you very much.

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{ Naomi POV }

I watched as the blood dripped to the ground, once again I had cut my wrists open.

today at school Jaime the schools most popular girl had called me out in front of the cafeteria.

"hey fat bitch" she said looking at me with a disgust face

"you make everyone want to throw up, why don't you make us all a favor and get up and leave" jaime said turning around laughing really obnoxiously

stupid Naomi listening to Jaime I got up and left. I was fine with leaving though the bathroom stall was much nicer than having to sit on a big narrow table while everyone was just staring.

this was my everyday routine at school. sometimes I got lucky and only got called ugly or freak.

"Naomi I'm home!" Anne said , I could hear her footsteps coming up the stairs but before I could clean my self up the door opened

"Naomi honey why?" Anne said walking towards me

"I....i...don't know" i said

{ Matthews POV }

"Matthew get your stuff from the uhaul and put them in you're new room" my mother said as she started unloading the uhaul

we moved once again, mother wanted to follow her new bf "errrick" all the way to Seattle. I can't take this shit anymore she's always fucking following her new bf's around and they're always going to eventually leave her.

"Matthew!! take those earphones off and come help me get settled in" mother said looking really stressed

"bloody fuck mother if you want to keep moving around why don't you take my shit to my "new" room" I said really angry, her face expression had turned from stressed to disappointed

"alright don't help me but you have to shower and get ready for your first day of school tomorrow" mother said walking inside

fuck. I forgot I had to start a new school again i hate having to move around. everyone is always weirded out by me because for my free time I like to get high and fuck but whatever I could really careless what anyone thinks about me.

it was 7pm so I decided to shower and get ready for school tomorrow. after I got out of the shower all my things were in my new room. i got some stuff organized and got ready for bed because I have to wake up at 6am and school starts at 7am.

I plug my iphone on my ihome and put some Bon iver on to help me go to bed and next thing I know bam....

I'm asleep.

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