she can't help herself, the view up there is too beautiful for her to look at. beautiful from the distance, bad while you took a close look at it, every happiness is not real. it's her opinion.
"this explains everything." she started to talk after comforting silence a while ago. "hm?"
"i understand why you are nowhere to be seen. it's the most serene place i've ever been to."
"your home?" he queries.
"i've never feel what home feels like, until i met mingyu. i realized it won't last long. i found a new one it is ㅡ here." she smiles as she explains from her heart.
it's hard for her to not being with her home now, mingyu. she wished she could be with him freely without being hurt after.
"i miss him." she added as she took her legs up and rest her crossed arms on top of her knees. wonwoo stares at her with full of sadness showing in his eyes, "i know."
he wants to help, but how can he help her if he can't even help himself?
"do you do what i did?"
"what do you mean?" she lift up her head.
"painting crimson colors on your wrists."
she shook her head, "i don't know."
